tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-101242082012-01-23T19:54:07.172+08:00lasciate ogne speranza voi ch' intrate...abandon all hope ye that enter herealternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.comBlogger2751100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-32636495423369950592011-07-30T18:48:00.004+08:002011-07-30T18:55:59.280+08:00Nag-usap kami nina tatay at tita kanina...mula sa pagpapa-ayos ng garahe, mga baka, lupa, buhay atbp.<div>Nakakatawa lang, gusto ko ngang i-record kasi medyo nakainom si tatay, di ko alam kung sasabihin pa rin niya yung mga sinabi niya kung sober siya o baka dahil di niya masabi ang mga bagay na 'yun kung di siya nakainom...</div><div><br /></div><div>Tay, I'm praying and hoping that when that day comes, you'll be there to walk me down the aisle :)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3263649542336995059?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-88670977923086110432011-07-30T18:33:00.003+08:002011-07-30T18:37:45.279+08:00Outdated.<div>What's new?</div><div>Been working since March 16, 2011.</div><div>Harry Potter ended last July 17 for us - my first IMAX 3D film for the win!</div><div>Celebrated our 2nd year anniversary :) Love love love...</div><div>Went to: </div><div>Laguna and Davao - May 2o11</div><div>La Union - July 2011</div><div><br /></div><div> there.more to come.hoping for the best.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8867097792308611043?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-62835517113373657952011-03-01T20:58:00.001+08:002011-03-01T20:59:59.077+08:00March na...wala pa rin akong trabaho.<div>Masaya naman ang nagdaang araw...ikinasal na ang mga kaibigan kong sina Miel at Diane, nagBaguio ang pamilya kasama si Jes..</div><div>Ayun...harinawa, matagpuan ko na ang lugar ko sa daigdig.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6283551711337365795?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-64620290416982528632011-02-21T18:38:00.005+08:002011-07-30T18:28:41.223+08:00Yeah right..lucky we were able to watch the concert even if we were kinda far from the concert stage.<div>Sam Concepcion and Taylor's performance were superb, though I'm not really a fan of her (it's my boyfriend who actually got us the tix hehe..) I'll have to admit that I did like the show. </div><div><br /></div><div>Funny thing is, prior to the event, I had to buy some stuffs because I spilled my drink...I was like - STUNNED I was not able to move quickly...and take note, we were eating at Burger King (foodcourt)! Damn. Good thing I have this good guy beside me who actually handed me his towel and all and accompanied me to buy stuffs like the walking shorts and flops and all. I sooooo love him...my one and only Jes :)</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6462029041698252863?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-31717772283074148332011-02-18T18:09:00.002+08:002011-02-18T18:16:55.108+08:00Mahal qo surprised me with a super big teddy last Feb 14. <div>Big grin. Super kilig. Super like. What more can I say?</div><div>To date, yun na ang pinakamalaking bear na meron ako ...sarap yakapin, feeling ko siya ang niyayakap ko every night :)</div><div>and yeah, the name of the bear is EHRYS...got those letters from his name :D</div><div>there :)<br /><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3171777228307414833?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-3250220662293312642011-01-10T08:42:00.003+08:002011-01-10T08:52:32.804+08:00Darn!<div>That <i>was </i>so pathetic...</div><div>I don't know what got into me to even ask him about that question.</div><div>Stupid, yeah.</div><div>How am going to face him and look him in the eye? :(</div><div>What the hell was that for?</div><div>Aaaaaaaarrggggh!</div><div>Guess I have to check my sanity - if it's still intact.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-325022066229331264?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-1127201933984703872011-01-01T08:22:00.000+08:002010-01-14T12:02:14.051+08:00<!-- Begin ShoutMix - http://www.shoutmix.com --><br /><iframe title="alternista" src="http://www6.shoutmix.com/?alternista" width="180" height="400" frameborder="0" scrolling="auto"><br /><a href="http://www6.shoutmix.com/?alternista">View shoutbox</a><br /></iframe><br /><br /><a href="http://www.shoutmix.com" title="Get your own free shoutbox chat widget at ShoutMix!">ShoutMix chat widget</a><br /><br /><!-- End ShoutMix --><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-112720193398470387?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-75489778197893279752010-12-24T17:19:00.003+08:002010-12-24T17:23:50.793+08:00Maligayang Pasko po!<div>Marami akong dapat ipagpasalamat kay Lord kahit pa sabihing wala akong trabaho ngayon...</div><div>Lord God, salamat po sa aking mapagmahal na pamilya...</div><div>Sa aking mga tunay na kaibigan...</div><div>At sa regalo mo po sa akin - si Jes at ang kanyang pamilya :D</div><div>Salamat po dahil hindi niyo po kami pinababayaan sa gitna ng mga pagsubok na dumarating sa aming mga buhay...salamat po dahil mayroon kaming nakakain sa araw-araw, naisusuot na maayos na damit at may bahay na napagpapahingahan at nasisilungan, higit sa lahat, salamat po dahil patuloy po kaming nabubuhay. Nawa po ay hindi po kami makalimot na mag-share ng mga blessings na ito sa aming mga kapatid.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7548977819789327975?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-51780678974327418012010-12-12T19:30:00.003+08:002010-12-12T19:32:09.286+08:00Puro buntung hininga...hay...ayoko na ng ganitong pakiramdam promise.<div>Kinda disappointed. :(</div><div>Lord, help me to overcome the emotions that are building up inside me right now.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5178067897432741801?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-80348996752439322042010-12-03T21:24:00.002+08:002010-12-03T21:28:49.143+08:00When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it. - P. Coelho<div><br /></div><div>I believe that I have to find out what it is that I really want...and what God wants me to do. And I hope that I'd find it out soon.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8034899675243932204?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-53295867668174218992010-11-23T21:06:00.001+08:002010-11-23T21:07:51.288+08:00I'm not sure if what I did is something stupid.<div>This is the first time that I actually did something like that for a person that I love!</div><div>Naknang...sana naman worth it. At sana naman na-appreciate niya :(</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5329586766817421899?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-62720012391089508912010-11-21T19:19:00.003+08:002010-11-21T19:30:27.564+08:00Tama ang hula ko, pag-open ko pa lang ng site, yun na ang naisip ko eh...<div>Di ko to dapat isulat pero gusto ko lang ilabas ang mga saloobin ko...</div><div>sa paraang ako na lang ang makakaintindi para wala ng mga complications...</div><div><br /></div><div>Andami ko na namang insecurities sa buhay...at palagay ko nagrereflect naman nga sa mga reactions ko nitong nakaraang araw..negative..alam ko hindi dapat magpaconsume sa emotion pero hindi ko alam kung paano ko mapipigilan...lalo na ang mag-isip...</div><div><br /></div><div>Ayaw kong makipagkumpetensiya. Alam ko naman. Kailangan ako mismo ang magbalanse sa buhay ko. Hindi pwedeng dun na lang ang ikot...may iba pa. Hindi pwedeng ibuhos na lang dun lahat dahil pag nagfail yung isang bagay na yun na pinanghahawakan ko, ano na? Paano na ko babangon? </div><div><br /></div><div>Pakiramdam ko hindi ako pwedeng magalit, kasi pag ako ang nainis, ako pa rin ang talo sa bandang huli...sa akin pa rin ang balik...masakit sabihin dahil hindi ko 'to gustong palabasing negatibo sa kahit anumang paraan..wala nga lang akong maisip na salita para sabihin kung ano 'to...kung mind game 'to - hindi talaga ko mananalo.</div><div><br /></div><div>Masayang maging masaya at malungkot kapag malungkot. Naranasan kong manood ng sine mag-isa, kumain ng fro-yo mag-isa at hindi siya masaya. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6272001239108950891?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-78367942164027539042010-11-18T18:25:00.002+08:002010-11-18T18:32:25.535+08:00Today marks our 16th month of being together :)<div>Today also happens to be the opening of Harry Potter 7 Part 1...</div><div>I would like to thank Hermione Granger and Ronald Weasley for the inspiration -- friendship that blossomed into a good romantic relationship..what more can I say?</div><div><br /></div><div>Thank You Lord! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7836794216402753904?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-53623632774530843112010-11-16T22:23:00.004+08:002010-11-16T22:26:37.804+08:00Kung may isang bagay sa buhay ko na masasabi kong sigurado ako, yun ay walang iba kundi gusto kitang makasama habambuhay...<div><br /></div><div>Alam ko matagal pa, pero ipinagdarasal ko sa Diyos na ikaw na talaga...ganoon siguro kita talaga kamahal...haist...buti na lang andiyan ka...</div><div><br /></div><div>Salamat Lord God for your gift...sabi nga ni Toni Gonzaga sa "My Amnesia Girl" pandesal lang naman hinihingi niya, binigyan mo pa siya ng fries etc...or something to that effect...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5362363277453084311?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-40415462779595970062010-10-11T08:13:00.002+08:002010-10-11T08:39:31.895+08:00May isang malaking pagbabagong magaganap sa buhay ko sa araw na ito.<div>Noong una kong marinig na magiging 4pm to 1am na ang pasok ko mula Oct. 11, negatibong emosyon agad ang bumalot sa aking pagkatao dahil sa mga dahilang dati ko pa alam:</div><div>- di ako night person</div><div>- ayoko ng panggabing trabaho - kung gusto ko, sana noon pa, nag-apply na ako bilang isang cc agent</div><div>- ayaw ko talaga</div><div><br /></div><div>Naisip ko noong panahong medyo kumalma na ako, sige, susubukan ko kahit isang linggo...pag di talaga kaya eh di umalis.</div><div>Ayan na naman. Umalis. Magresign. Ayoko naman na wala akong trabaho lalo na ngayo't magpaPasko...ang hirap na namang magdesisyon.</div><div>Kinausap kami noong Biyernes. Natapos na ang diskusyon. Alam ko na ang mga ekspektasyon ng kumpanya sa akin, sa amin. Siguro nga mayroon kaming mga pagkukulang. Hindi namin ibinigay ang lahat. Hindi namin ginawa ang mga dapat gawin. Paglabas namin ng conference room, parang nagkaroon ng bagong sigla - sige susubukan ko - papatunayan ko kung ano ang kaya kong gawin.</div><div>Pero ngayon, Lunes na, ito na ang totoong buhay...hindi ko na naman alam kung ano ang gusto kong maramdaman.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4041546277959597006?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-9334248313996714432010-09-25T19:26:00.002+08:002010-09-25T19:28:33.326+08:00I miss him.<div>There are times when all I'd like to do is stare at him, hug him, kiss him.<br /><div>I guess, that's all I can say for now.</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-933424831399671443?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-66254771362583480432010-09-25T19:21:00.003+08:002010-09-25T19:26:45.068+08:00Ang daming nangyari nitong nakaraang araw at ang tanging gusto kong gawin ay lumayo, pumunta sa isang tahimik na lugar at magmuni-muni. <div><br /></div><div>Nakakairita. Ang pagod na naramdaman ko ay mas matindi pa dahil sa totoo lang 'emotionally exhausting' 'yung mga pangyayari. </div><div><br /></div><div>Sa mga tao, kailangan siguro nating umakto ng tama, hindi na tayo mga bata. Harinawa, maayos na 'to at huwag nang lumalim pa ang isang alitan na sa tingin ko ay wala namang idudulot na maganda sa trabaho.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6625477136258348043?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-75486683363554313922010-08-14T18:05:00.002+08:002010-08-14T18:10:02.537+08:00Ang dami ko nang hindi naisulat, ibig sabihin, umaasa ako na hindi ko makakalimutan ang lahat ng mga pangyayari na 'yon sa buhay ko :)<div><br /></div><div>Isang taon na ang nakalipas mula nang magdesisyon ako na 'yon na ang tamang panahon para sabihin ang totoo kong damdamin para sa isa mga malapit kong kaibigan. Isa lang ang sigurado ako, hindi ko 'yon pinagsisisihan.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7548668336355431392?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-33113475083901770592010-06-01T21:27:00.003+08:002010-06-01T22:07:34.565+08:00Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong maramdaman.<div>Lagi na lang ba tayong ganito?</div><div>Mahabang katahimikan.</div><div>Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mali sa ginawa ko, kung meron ba kong nasabing hindi maganda.</div><div>Hula. Isip. Isip. Isip.</div><div>Hindi ba pwedeng i-cancel ang sked sa kanila para makapag-usap tayo?</div><div>Sabagay, unawain ko na lang din siguro, baka nagpa-appointment ka pa dun..ay 'Ella, bitter ka masyado'..kasi siguro lang kahit paano eh umasa ko na makikipagkita ka sa 'kin..---eh ano naman panama mo dun eh naka-schedule na yun..yung sa 'yo biglaan lang - suntok sa buwan lang naman di ba? Di ka naman dapat umasa na magkikita talaga kayo in the first place...oo nga naman, may malaking point..</div><div>Nakakapagod mag-isip. Nakakaiyak. Kanina sobrang naiiyak na talaga ko kung saan ako nakatayo, pinigilan ko lang dahil sobrang dami ng tao na dumadaan sa harap ko...at ayoko na rin naman hanapin ang washroom at baka mamula lang ang mata ko kung hahayaan kong humulagpos yung mga luha na gusto pa yatang mag-unahan sa pagpatak (excited?).</div><div>Alam ko unfair talaga ang sitwasyon..agrabyado sa side mo..at di talaga maiwasan na maging issue yan sa panahon na hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan o kung may hangganan...suko na ba? </div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3311347508390177059?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-5331958332409690732010-05-10T21:07:00.002+08:002010-05-10T21:11:38.002+08:00Glad to be a part of the first automated election in the country..just hoping and praying that those who will win are the 'rightful' ones.<div><br /></div><div>May God bless the Philippines.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-533195833240969073?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-87633631611202270532010-04-19T21:09:00.002+08:002010-04-19T21:18:13.562+08:00Yehey!<div>Happy 9th monthsary to us yesterday...</div><div>After attending the mass at Imus Cathedral we went straight to Manila Ocean Park.</div><div>Had lunch at North Park and started the Oceanarium exploration immediately.</div><div>Thanks for the treat mahal qo!</div><div>We also tried the Glass Bottom Boat Ride and Fish Spa (super nice experience!) / Package A.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">***</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">I'm just glad that he's honest...basta he mentioned something yesterday na I thought he wouldn't bother telling me kung sakali pero yun...though I'm not quite delighted with the news, I guess I can handle it...anyway, I'm not threatened naman...basta ako, patuloy lang magmamahal, yun na :D </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8763363161120227053?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-19135104162095787822010-04-12T21:13:00.002+08:002010-04-12T21:21:30.915+08:00I like this line, if I remember it right, this is an OST of Enchanted:<div><i>I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss</i>..hehe..bakit? Wala lang :D</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">***</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I also had this realization while I was in the office...Seeing a couple holding each others hand used to annoy me...but when I got the chance to be with the one I love, there's a sudden change with the way I see it. Haha, wala lang, na-share ko lang :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">***</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I miss him already...*sigh*</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-1913510416209578782?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-1890270859021113622010-04-11T18:20:00.007+08:002010-04-11T18:33:00.468+08:00Matagal tagal na rin mula ng huli akong mapadaan dito...<br />Ano ba ang nagbago?<br />May trabaho na ako...<br />Malapit na ang birthday ko...<br />Di na naman ako kinakausap ng tatay ko...<br />Naranasan ko na ang di kausapin ng mahal ko...April 3 un for the record, mabuti na ang may back-up para sa utak kong may sakit na 'di sinasadyang pagkalimot'<april 3="" for="" the="" para="" may="" up="" sa="" sobrang="" bilis="" ng="" di="" ko="" sinasadyang="" pagkalimot=""><br />Ano pa ba?<br />Nasasanay na ko magbyahe sa bus...grabe, effort! Close ko na nga mga kundoktor ng Jasper eh...siyempre biro lang.<br />Meron pa ba?<br />Wala na...<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">***</div><br />Bakit kahit nagtatampo ako o naiinis, pag nakita ko na siya, nawawala na ang lahat ng yun?<br />**Eh di wag na lang magtampo, sayang lang ang effort :D<br />Siya kaya, ganun din ba ang nararamdaman niya?<br />Turning 9 months na kami...bilis ng panahon..parang kailan lang. </april><div><april 3="" for="" the="" para="" may="" up="" sa="" sobrang="" bilis="" ng="" di="" ko="" sinasadyang="" pagkalimot="">Masaya ko na andiyan siya. Eto 'yung pag-ibig na ipaglalaban ko talaga :)</april></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-189027085902111362?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-79529394061872892742010-03-20T23:16:00.002+08:002010-03-20T23:18:11.913+08:00He's just busy. Went home late that day, so there's no need for me to emote ok?<br />Everything's ironed out. <br /><br />Guess I'm just a little jealous @ FaceBook...LOL!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7952939406187289274?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-73044483863632498462010-03-19T11:52:00.002+08:002010-03-19T11:56:49.345+08:00Yesterday, I altered something in my real time blog 'posting time.' I do believe that it had affected my previous posts date = +1 day to the original dates. <br /><br />Just wanna take note of it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7304448386363249846?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-63855929952502118742010-03-18T19:50:00.000+08:002010-03-18T19:50:53.232+08:00You still have 4 hours and 10 minutes in our time.<div>Unreasonable, maybe.</div><div>I just don't understand why you haven't said anything yet. :(</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6385592995250211874?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-62194002813117495242010-03-03T05:50:00.000+08:002010-03-03T05:50:00.379+08:00Once upon a time...<div>Nyek, enough of those nonsense.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ano ba ang point ng blogpost na 'to?</div><div>Eto lang:</div><div><br /></div><div>Ayaw ko 'yung pakiramdam na narerestrict ang ibang tao dahil sa akin. Sa totoo lang, mahirap din para sa akin na ikaw na lang palagi ang iku-consider kahit ayaw mo naman na maging ganun nga ang sitwasyon...sana lahat nakakaintindi na di mo naman sariling kagustuhan yun o pag-iinarte lang. Sana lang talaga. Mahirap magpaliwanag lalo na kung di naman nila pinagdadaanan yung sitwasyon mo. Haist. At syempre nahihirapan ako pag nakikita kong nahihirapan ka. </div><div><br /></div><div>At ano ba ang pinanggalingan nito? Wala lang. Gusto ko lang magsulat baka maging useful sa future.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6219400281311749524?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-1209828865768143722010-02-22T15:40:00.000+08:002010-02-22T15:49:40.592+08:00What: Dinner with friends and habibi (Diane, Miel, Marlon &amp; Jes) <div>Where: Sweet Solutions</div><div>When: Feb. 20, 2010</div><div><br /></div><div>Bakit naging pasaway? Kasi nagkayakagan sa Tagaytay bandang 9pm (na usually dapat eh ume-exit na ko sa eksena para umuwi) at sumama ako against my father's will. Sabi niya bahala na raw ako at wala na rin naman daw siyang magagawa. Ayun 12:30am na kami umuwi. Ok na sana, na-enjoy ko naman yung moment kahit na guilty ako kaso pag nakakareceive ka pa ng text na hinahanap ka at badtrip na sila nakakalungkot lang.</div><div><br /></div><div>Nakakamiss din yung mga Dubai moments ko na naglalakad ako sa kalsada bandang ala una ng madaling araw. Iba yun eh. Malaya. Don't get me wrong. Nauunawaan ko kung bakit parang hindi favorable ang sitwasyon sa akin ngayon, hindi ko lang alam kung hanggang kailan ganito at kung pwede bang magcompromise dahil sa palagay ko eh nasa tamang edad na ko para magdesisyon. Sa set-up kasi namin malamang hindi pwede, hindi uubra..ganun talaga eh. Alam ko ginagawa lang nila 'to kasi mahal nila ko at ang tangi ko na lang magagawa sa ngayon eh magpasalamat at umunawa. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-120982886576814372?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-24892278024988524712010-02-20T08:25:00.000+08:002010-02-19T16:30:12.941+08:00I'm so frustrated and I just can't hide it!<div>Frustrated with how my phone interview turned out. I screwed up big time. *sigh* Still hoping for the best though. </div><div><br /></div><div>Today is another unglamorous day. I'm feeling weird and all. Guess this is the result of last night's anxiety <welcome> after a wonderful evening in Tagaytay with ate and her BFFs (welcome to the real world, you have a scheduled interview -8am) + PMS + the summer heat. Don't want to feel sorry for myself, never again.</welcome></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-2489227802498852471?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-30000342349919774812010-02-10T11:17:00.000+08:002010-02-10T11:31:09.944+08:00I'm so glad I was there.<div>To all those who made the event possible, I sincerely thank you: Erika &amp; Johnny, Jes, Fame, RJ, Toni &amp; Carlo, Mespher and Roy (dinner after work at Erika's place to plan) <dinner>.</dinner></div><div><br /></div><div>It's nice to see all of you:</div><div>Richard Legaspi</div><div>Aisa Lentejas</div><div>Toni Rose Sasis/Carlo Salimbangon</div><div>Diane Monzon</div><div>Marlon Camerino</div><div>Fame Pascua</div><div>Mespher Hernandez</div><div>Miko Majarais/Joven</div><div>Erika Sauler/Jourdan Diato</div><div>Crystal May Ybanez</div><div>Augusto Filomeno Jr.</div><div>Ray Tingco</div><div>Roy Tingco</div><div>Jerwin Ramirez</div><div>Rowan Villanueva</div><div>Estila Montines</div><div>RJ Rodriguez</div><div>Monette Coyoca</div><div>Julie Ann Lara</div><div>Grace Pablo</div><div>Bethel Solano</div><div>Jonathan Samala</div><div>Raymond Escobido</div><div>RM Aplaon</div><div>Jeshryl Aranzaso</div><div>pahabol: Ariston Martinez Jr. </div><div><br /></div><div>Next project: Summer outing? :]</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3000034234991977481?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-29554638298983528232010-02-01T02:41:00.000+08:002010-01-31T10:57:17.289+08:00Paano ba dapat i-express ang nararamdaman?<div>Salamat sa mga luhang ayaw nang magpapigil sa pagpatak.</div><div>Dapat ba akong magalit? Bilang isang indibidwal na umuunawa sa sitwasyon, ang sagot ay hindi. May dahilan kung bakit ganoon siya sa akin, sa amin. Pero nasasaktan ako at nahihirapan dahil pakiramdam ko, naiipit ako sa dalawang nag-uumpagang bato (yung isa naman wala talagang balak makipag-umpugan, gusto lang din niya malaman kung ano ang pinag-uugatan ng mga pangyayari at minsan bilang konsolasyon ay nag-iisip na lang din siya ng mga positibong dahilan kung bakit nga ganoon ang pinagdaraanan namin)<yung>.</yung></div><div><br /></div><div>Bawal ba maging masaya? </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-2955463829898352823?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-34972614140511506302010-02-01T00:00:00.000+08:002010-01-31T10:51:33.320+08:00Paano ba maging masaya kung alam mong nasasaktan siya dahil sa 'yo?<div>Hanggang kailan niya uunawain ang sitwasyon na alam niya na wala ka rin namang magawa kahit gustuhin mo pa?</div><div>Sapat na ba na mahal niyo ang isa't isa para magpatuloy?</div><div><br /></div><div>Alam ko na ang pakiramdam ng isang baliw - ang hirap. Gusto mong patahimikin ang utak mo pero pilit siyang nagpupuyos. Akala ko kagabi na ang huling gabi na nasa tamang katinuan ang isip ko...if not for God I know I would've lost it, seriously. Kahit di ko alam kung ano ang pakiramdam ng isang taong nag-aadik, yun ata ang naramdaman ko kagabi. Hindi ko alam kung epekto lang 'to ng sobrang pagkakape nang nagdaang hapon pero talagang nahirapan akong pakalmahin ang sarili ko. Ngayon ko lang 'to naranasan. At gusto ko talagang maniwala na kagabi ang isa sa pinakamahirap na gabi sa buhay ko...na para bang alam ko na pag di ko nakontrol yung nararamdaman at naiisip ko sasabog na ko. </div><div><br /></div><div>Gusto ko lang maging masaya. Gusto ko maging masaya ka. Ayokong maging dahilan ng iyong kalungkutan. Ikaw lang ang dahilan kung bakit sa palagay ko ay nananatili akong 'sane.' Kung pwede lang na makasama na kita habang nabubuhay ako..pero alam ko naman na sa realidad - hindi ganoon kadali yun. </div><div><br /></div><div>Dito na lang ako sisigaw AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! Sana malunod nang pagsusulat yung lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. Yung sakit na nararamdaman mo. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3497261414051150630?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-6283180991071216052010-01-16T21:27:00.000+08:002010-01-16T21:32:50.349+08:00Weh. Eto na naman. Tinutukso-tukso ang isip ko.<br />Adiktus na ba ko? Ano na naman bang kabaliwan ang pumapasok sa isip ko?<br />Sa tingin ko wala naman ako iniisip, o masasabi ko bang in denial lang ako sa isiping 'yon? Kasi bakit ko nararamdaman na down ako ngayon...bakit nga ba?<br />Ayoko na nga. Itutulog ko na lang 'to. <br />Tomorrow will be another day...hopefully pag gising ko wala na 'to.<br /><br />---<br />Teka, bakit ba ang dami kong issues sa buhay? ;[<br /><br />---<br />Ella, gumising ka na! Napakaraming bagay na dapat mong ipagpasalamat sa Kanya!<br /><br />..un na, kinausap na ang sarili.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-628318099107121605?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-35981259949482650302010-01-14T21:05:00.000+08:002010-01-14T21:09:56.402+08:00in my own thoughts..<br /><br />I really think that I should get a job, soon!<br />Sigh...I think I'm going mad...huhu, please keep me sane.<br />Just one bear hug..please.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3598125994948265030?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-32111646657939272962010-01-14T14:30:00.000+08:002010-01-17T08:44:54.584+08:00Inihatid namin sa NAIA si kuya kanina. Pagkatapos ng dalawang buwang bakasyon, balik-Saudi na ulit siya para magtrabaho. <br /><br />Ano ba ang tumatakbo sa isip ko kanina? Mahirap pala ang umalis ulit,yung tipong pangalawang alis mo..inilagay ko kasi ang sarili ko sa sitwasyon ni kuya...parang di ko kaya. Sa unang pag-alis kasi base sa naranasan ko iba pa ang pakiramdam, andun pa ang excitement kasi bagong lugar, bagong adventures at misadventures atbp. Pero kanina, grabe...ako kasi ang nagbitbit ng bag na dala niya, pakiramdam ko tuloy eh ako ang aalis...mahirap...napaiyak talaga ko.<br /><br />Kaya ang masasabi ko lang, saludo ako sa mga OFW!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3211164665793927296?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-26038624905670225782009-12-03T21:25:00.000+08:002009-12-03T21:27:59.996+08:00..when I think I shouldn't be..<br /><br />sooooooooooooo damn lucky to have him in my life..<br />but do I really deserve him?<br />don't know what triggered this insecurity that's kinda building up in my system right now...haist...<br /><br />hope that these tears will wash it all up.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-2603862490567022578?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-45704225344831408512009-11-25T14:44:00.000+08:002009-11-25T15:33:04.993+08:00Jesrhyl Aranzaso...A person very well-known in all corners of Del Pilar Academy. Intelligent, friendly, approachable, fun to be with, active, reliable, nice guy, what else? He is God-fearing, in fact, he's an active member of Legion of Mary! I just can't describe this friend of mine in one word.<br /><br />He's the type of person who will not leave you especially in the lowest point of your life. A friend who's always ready to lend an ear. A brother who comforts me and makes me feel special. A good adviser. A person who sets an example that will be an inspiration to others and contributes to the enrichment of the lives of the people around him.<br /><br />A person who gives me strength when I am weak; catches me when I stumble and fall; helps me to solve difficult math problems; treats us in a nice way and though he's mad at times, he can control his emotions.<br /><br />The best thing that I can say is that he's like an oak tree...one of a kind. I'm proud of him and I'm glad that I was given the chance to be a part of his life. He is really smart...simply amazing!<br /><br />--my piece when he vied for the Outstanding Student of Imus (4th yr HS)--<br /><br />Natatawa ko, some parts are deleted though...bakit ko naman siya na-i-compare sa isang oak tree? I wonder, haha.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4570422534483140851?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-13450776325588284732009-10-04T01:11:00.000+08:002009-10-04T01:19:42.443+08:00Can't contain the love that I feel for that special person.<br />So blessed to have him in my life, really.<br />Could not ask for more.<br />Thank You Lord for Jes ;]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-1345077632558828473?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-6472531948225649792009-09-12T21:52:00.000+08:002009-09-12T23:16:16.009+08:00bakit ba ganito ang nararamdaman ko?<br />meron na namang uncertainty of some sort.<br />napapaisip na naman.<br /><br />nagawa ko na yung dapat kong gawin.<br />resignation letter - submitted.<br />replacement - will report to work starting tomorrow.<br />hindi naman ako dito nakakaramdam ng uncertainty.<br />sure ako dito sa decision na ginawa ko.<br />walang doubt.<br /><br />sa totoo lang, hindi ako nag-iisip masyado kung ano nga ba gagawin ko pag-uwi.<br />alam ko na wala akong work.<br />plano ko magrecollect.<br />ang initial plan eh lumipat ng SG after Dubai.<br />pero parang gusto ko rin magMA.<br />pero ano ba'ng field ang gusto ko talagang career-in?<br />ano nga ba?<br />haist, nun tinanong ako kanina, wala ako maisagot.<br />kasi nga wala pa naman ako konkretong plano.<br />ano nga ba?<br />ano nga ba talaga?<br /><br />minsan pag naiisip ko siya, naiisip ko rin kung tama ba ang ginawa ko.<br />pero alam ko naman na hindi naman niya imi-measure kung ano ang meron siya at kung ano<br />ang meron sa kin.<br />kakapressure lang.<br />yoko na isipin pero malamang meron pa rin sasabihin ang iba.<br />pakialam ko naman dun?<br />pero ganun talaga ang reality.<br />yoko lang dumating sa point na meron ako maririnig na hindi maganda.<br />tao lang ako, me pakiramdam, pag nasaktan, ibang usapan na yun.<br /><br />hindi na muna, yoko na muna mag-isip.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-647253194822564979?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-49937130512032901642009-09-11T02:17:00.000+08:002009-09-11T02:18:18.496+08:00to be home ;]<br /><br />That'd be soon!<br />Yey!<br />I miss my family and my habibi so much...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4993713051203290164?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-10608157307216384662009-08-22T21:34:00.000+08:002009-08-22T22:22:11.570+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_R90UK0nR4js/So_2dn0am2I/AAAAAAAAAA4/nFZ-mLvVNcU/s1600-h/G.G..JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 275px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372783869241760610" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_R90UK0nR4js/So_2dn0am2I/AAAAAAAAAA4/nFZ-mLvVNcU/s320/G.G..JPG" /></a> <div>I'm so blessed to have him in my life. Yun na. Haha, basta masaya ko ngayon. ;] thanks sa flowers mahal ko! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-1060815730721638466?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-37270070864185076312009-07-18T22:12:00.000+08:002009-07-18T22:23:22.026+08:00July 18, 2009<br /><br />Malungkot ako kanina...<br />Pero biglang sumaya at kinabahan..<br />I know kung anuman yun pinili namin na path, di kami papabayaan ni Lord :)<br />Kaya yan..<br />Hehe, natapos na rin yung confusion..<br />Sure na ko ngaun...<br />Start pa lang naman but I'm hoping and praying na maging ayos ang lahat...<br />I'm feeling a little bit weird pero un, happy nevertheless.. :)<br /><br />Thank You Lord!<br />Thank You po kay Jes :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3727007086418507631?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-12047449686090557862009-07-18T13:14:00.000+08:002009-07-18T13:31:10.541+08:00Yey! Was able to see the movie yesterday with Zielo, Ichie, ate Ellaine and kuya Marc..<br />ayos naman, kakalungkot lang talaga...<br /><br />Kasama ng kalungkutan sa mga nangyari sa movie ang mga sumusunod:<br />..naalala ko yung mga usual na kasama ko manood<br />..na-miss ko ang pamilya ko<br />basta halo-halo, naalala ko rin si lolo, kasi si Dumbledore...<br />ayun...inabot pa ko ng sandstorm sa labas kahapon nun pauwi..basta di ko alam<br />..isa pang malungkot wala akong kausap tungkol dun after ng movie..kelngan kasi sa kin me discussion after manood...haha..un lang.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-1204744968609055786?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-46736472562610853222009-07-11T14:38:00.000+08:002009-07-11T14:42:43.308+08:00July 9, 2009<br /><br />1st year death anniversary of lolo..<br /><br />miss you na po.<br /><br />This coming July 25, 1 yr na kami ni Zielo sa Dubai...whew!<br /><br />konti na lang, i'll know what to do when that time comes...hopefully.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4673647256261085322?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-81796448974379555432009-06-27T02:59:00.000+08:002009-06-27T03:10:27.711+08:0026.06.09<br /><br />Kahapon: 11 months na kami sa Dubai, 11 months na kami magkasama ni Zielo dito, sa hirap, saya, badtrip, lungkot, misa, SFC activities, gala, tambay, nood ng downloaded movies, iyak, tawa, drama, kain, reklamo atbp.<br /><br />10 months na rin ako sa Rapid...<br /><br />Ngayon: Lumipat na ako ng Karama minus Zielo. Malungkot. Kulang. Pero kailangan... pinilit kong ihanda yung sarili ko habang papalapit 'tong araw na 'to, mahirap pala pag dumating na yung pagkakataon ng paghihiwalay...pede naman itago ang lungkot, kaya minabuti ko na lang na ganoon...<br /><br />Mixed emotions, nawa ay maging maayos naman ang lahat, sa lilipatan ko, at sa lilipatan niya.<br /><br />Lord God, please guide us always lalo na at hindi na kami magkasama. Salamat po kasi si Zielo yung nakasama ko dito...May God be praised!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8179644897437955543?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-26196398430799136392009-06-08T20:11:00.000+08:002009-06-08T20:16:41.495+08:00Ang alin?<br />Bumalik na naman yung naramdaman ko dati, napost ko rin yun dito kung di ako nagkakamali...<br />Nu'ng una, umaasa ako na meron kami uulamin ni Zielo dahil nakaluto na ko, yun yung missing adobo...<br />Ngayon naman, balak ko sana magluto ng sopas...ngayon ko lang naalala na wala pala kaming binili na repolyo, ayos lang, me patatas naman at carrot (isa lang eh, carrot lang)...namboogie! Pagbukas ko ng ref at ng plastic na kinalalagyan nun dalawang gulay wala na yung patatas...anak ng kamote naman!<br /><br />Selfishness ba na matatawag ito? Sabihin ng selfish, nakakairita lang, ayan na naman, aasa asa ka na meron tapos pag punta mo dun sa kusina wala na...nakakawalang gana...hindi na ko magluluto ng sopas, ano itsura nun? Lulutang yung carrot, baka malunod pa siya sa dami ng sangkap, wag na lang...<br /><br />Ano ba ang badtrip dun? Hindi ba nila naisip na kaya mo binili yun eh meron kang balak paggamitan nun?!<br /><br />Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Bwiset!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-2619639843079913639?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-56324149414326744882009-06-08T15:01:00.000+08:002009-06-08T15:06:22.549+08:00Absent ako today.<br />Dahilan: Sakit ng tiyan at katamaran.<br />Bakit: Naguguluhan na naman kasi ako, kailangan ko ulit ng oras para mapag-isa.<br />Bakit: Gusto ko na kasing umuwi ng Pilipinas.<br />Bakit: Miss ko na ang pamilya ko.<br />Bakit: Tamang pakiramdam lang siguro 'to...hindi ko na idi-justify, tatanungin mo na naman ako kung bakit eh halos naka-isang taon na ko dito...Yun na nga eh, akalain ko yun?! Halos maka-isang taon na ko dito...waaaaah..ang hirap kaya...<br />Bakit: Iba kasi kapag kasama mo ang pamilya, though hindi naman pwede na lagi ka na lang nasa comfort zone mo...pero yun, ito lang talaga nararamdaman ko...mahirap daw ang buhay sa Pilipinas, lalo na ngayon, di ko naman itinatanggi yun eh...alam ko, pero mas ok yata na kasama ko sila kesa hindi...<br />Basta. Hindi ko pa alam. Pero anuman ang mangyari, anuman ang maging desisyon ko, nawa yun ang will ni God para sa akin.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5632414941432674488?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-8153157206698617942009-05-23T23:47:00.000+08:002009-05-23T23:53:36.630+08:00Date: May 22, 2009<br />Call time: 9am<br />Venue: Creek Park<br />Agenda: Taping/video shoot (artista?! hehe)<br /><br />Nakakatuwa. Project namin ito for our SFC nanay, sis Dudz.<br />This week, nagsubmit ang bawat isa ng profile nila, ok din yun, aside from the project kahit paano nagkaroon na kami ng insight sa family ng bawat isa.<br />Still working on it, nagawa ko na yung story line, si Zielo na bahala sa technical!<br /><br />Yun. Yun lang muna.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-815315720669861794?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-86480364968754988332009-05-11T00:41:00.000+08:002009-05-11T00:51:38.635+08:00Nanay,<br /><br />Happy Mother's Day po!<br />Sayang at mabilis na naputol ang koneksyon dahil naubos na ang aking load.<br />Marami po akong dapat ipagpasalamat, kulang yata ang space ng blog kung iisa-isahin ko...<br />Basta nanay, miss na kita..miss ko na kayo...ang mga luto niyo, matulog sa tabi niyo ni tatay...uuwi na ko! Hehe :) Love you po!<br /><br />Tita Norma,<br /><br />Salamat po sa pagiging isang mabuting tita-mommy namin...sa pagtulong sa aming mga magulang para kami ay mapalaki ng maayos...Salamat po sa lahat!<br />Gala tayo pag-uwi ko, hehe, simba tayo sa Quiapo :)<br /><br />Ate Lha,<br /><br />Umayos ka! Hehe, palakihin mo ng maayos ang makulit at mataray kong pamangkin! Go go go!<br /><br />Lola, happy mother's day! Salamat sa aking tatay. Salamat sa lahat kahit na maraming pagkakataon na hindi tayo ok naging mgabuti pa rin kayo sa amin. Magkasama na ba kayo ni lolo?! Bati na kayo ha!<br /><br />Sa lahat ng mga nanay, ng mga ina, mga tita at mga ama, anak na naging nanay ang role sa pamilya - saludo po ako sa inyo!<br /><br />Pagpalain po tayo ni Lord :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8648036496875498833?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-5506951485128717702009-04-26T01:46:00.000+08:002009-04-26T02:09:31.089+08:00It started on the 15th.<br />I received a package from the Philippines, thanks Jes!<br />Ate Aina treated me to get my hair done - hair spa and hair cut on the 21st.<br />I posted some wishes on my FS and voila, my family called me around 2am (Dubai time) to wish me a happy birthday! )Thanks folks :) They didn't have the faintest idea as to what I have written on that shotout...<br />Bought some chicken for the office, went to church, ate at Pizza Hut with Zielo...<br />SFC family called, sent sms (even those who I don't even know). Thank you!<br />My college friends sent e-mail, called me, commented on the FS...<br />Same with my HS and elem friends :)<br /><br />Post Bday:<br />Ate Aina bought a cake for me.<br />SFC gave me a cake before the group discussion took place.<br />And most of all, Zielo made a presentation for me. She showed it to me before we left for SFC, thanks Zielo...that's very nice and so wonderful of you (contacted my sister, some HS friends, college friends, sfc family, even ate aina) and did not sleep for so many hours doing some editing on the pics (love that ella enchanted thingy!) = tears of joy!<br /><br />Love you all! I'm really blessed with so many wonderful people around me. Thank You Lord!<br /><br />Thank You for the gift of life..<br />for the people around me, my family, friends...<br />for saving me!<br /><br />You are the Everlasting God!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-550695148512871770?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-5538461301172337442009-04-13T00:39:00.001+08:002009-04-13T00:41:36.734+08:00So glad that I was able to attend the mass :)<br /><br />Thanks David for giving us the chance to go out of the office around 2pm...<br /><br />Thanks ate Ains for dropping me in front of St. Mary's :)<br /><br />Christ is risen! Let us rejoice!<br /><br />Praise God!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-553846130117233744?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-56664533161321429142009-03-28T14:38:00.000+08:002009-03-28T15:40:26.974+08:00Yup, being hoodwinked by Satan...<br /><br />Ganito kasi yun, natatamad kami pumunta sa CLP, buti na lang nagpunta pa rin kami ni Zielo at pati yung iba naming groupmates.<br /><br />Thank You Lord!<br /><br />Sobra talaga, bago pa lang kami umalis ng bahay, iba na...nagdadalawang isip na kung pupunta pa ba o hindi na...<br /><br />Tapos niyakag kami na magDFC ng mga flatmates...medyo tempting tlga.<br /><br />Wala yung inaantay namin na bus..pero tumuloy pa rin...lumagpas sa designated na bus stop...nag-isip kng tutuloy pa o hindi na...nag jack-n-poy sa kalsada pero nagpunta pa rin kahit late na...<br /><br />Ayun. God is good, all the time!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5666453316132142914?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-39863423771108678212009-03-16T15:45:00.000+08:002009-03-16T16:00:01.079+08:00it's quite helpful<br />or let me say it is really helpful<br /><br />reading my previous posts made me realize that i have written some good stuffs before<br />good stuffs meaning positive stuffs that i cannot think i will be capable of writing anymore in my present mindset and situation<br />it's good though<br />because that will remind me that i used to be like that<br />why can't i bring that person back?<br /><br />i'm engulfed in sadness<br />this is a choice i made for myself<br />i am not quite sure if this is my idea of coping<br /><br />i wanna go back home<br />the life i'm living now is not the life i imagined<br />too many things happened in just 7 months and i don't know if there are still a lot that i will miss<br />jsut by living away from them<br />there are things that pushes me to keep on going<br />but i don't know for how long those things will help me to keep holding on<br /><br />just wanna write<br />these incoherent thoughts are haunting me<br />most of the time<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3986342377110867821?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-56487780983243062322009-03-16T14:52:00.000+08:002009-03-16T15:17:57.725+08:00.this is something that i need.<br />sometime alone<br /><br />i need to think<br />things through<br /><br />time is running<br />and I have to plan atleast<br /><br />not to plan exactly<br />but i need to know what i want to do<br /><br />what will make me happy?<br />what is it that God wants me to do?<br /><br />i want to find out about my personal legend...<br /><br />i need to..<br /><br />i have to..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5648778098324306232?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-41819498921337927012009-03-01T00:32:00.000+08:002009-03-01T00:36:52.527+08:00kaya ko pa ba?<br />Lord God, ikaw na po ang bahala.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4181949892133792701?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-81327539594567820292009-02-27T21:30:00.000+08:002009-02-27T21:33:19.976+08:00.gusto ko ng magplano.<br /><br />.ano ba ang gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko?.<br /><br />.ano kaya ang gusto ni Lord para sa akin?.<br /><br />.mahirap pa magdesisyon sa ngayon.<br /><br />.6 months na ko sa work nun Feb. 25.<br /><br />.7 months na kong wala sa Pilipinas noong Feb 25.<br /><br />.hindi ako masaya sa trabaho.<br /><br />.hindi rin pwede magresign agad.<br /><br />.kaya ko 'to.<br /><br />.kakayanin ko 'to.<br /><br />.bakit ba ako magdadoubt?.<br /><br />.andiyan si Lord!.<br /><br />.AMEN!.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8132753959456782029?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-55189409612268547212009-02-12T01:04:00.000+08:002009-02-12T01:12:24.987+08:00umabot na sa sukdulan.<br />di ko na kinaya kanina.<br />hindi ko na talaga naiintindihan, lahat na lang mali.<br />pag ginawa mo, mali.<br />pag di mo ginawa mali pa rin.<br />ano ba talaga?<br />iiyak na lang ang lahat sa langit.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5518940961226854721?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-57957233499496843672009-02-09T01:32:00.000+08:002009-02-09T01:37:23.022+08:00nga pala, nakabili na ko laptop, 04.02.09<br />toshiba u400 144. un lang po muna<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5795723349949684367?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-11524311561980633682009-02-09T01:14:00.000+08:002009-02-09T01:24:33.100+08:00.error number 1.<br /><br />yun ay noong panahon na hindi ko nabigyan ng familiarisation ang isang A list client<br /><br />.error number 2.<br /><br />nagreply ako sa e-mail ng isang client kasama ang attached doc na itinanong ko naman sa nakakaalam kung ano ang dapat kong i-send, thankful ako dun sa tao na yun, lagi naman ako tinutulungan talaga...minsan lang hindi ko na maintindihan, dami ko na kapalpakan..di ko masabi yung nararamdaman ko eh..hirap...lapit na talaga ko sumuko..pero sige lang, kapit lang muna..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-1152431156198063368?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-71227868406777943602009-01-22T11:53:00.001+08:002009-01-22T11:57:39.149+08:00My grandmother joined our Creator on January 19, 2009.<br /><br />Please pray for the repose of her soul.<br /><br />I don't know. It's like I'm living in a dream again. When my grandfather died last July 9, 2008 I can't believe it. You know the feeling that 'you know it's happening but still you can't seem to accept it right that very moment?'<br /><br />The sad thing is that I will not be able to see her because I'm here in Dubai.<br /><br />Since I'm asking for your prayers - please include me and my family- there's a lot that has been happening lately that I don't know if I'll be able to digest it.<br /><br />Everything happens for a reason, that I have to remember.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7122786840677794360?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-14821329726013826372008-12-22T00:44:00.000+08:002008-12-22T00:52:47.190+08:004 days to go before Christmas..<br />i'm getting emotional again..<br />Jesus is the reason for the celebration - that I have to remember.<br />I know. But it will be better to celebrate this momentous event with your family right?<br />I'm also emotionally wretched with all the pressure I am receiving in the workplace - though my boss tells me not to worry - how can I not? Tell me. Knowing him. You'll always be using this idiom: Catch 22 - that's very very applicable - damn if you do, damn if you don't.<br /><br />Well? My blog entries recently is almost always about my problems. Sorry, sad to say, this is my only point of release as of the moment.<br /><br />Please continue to pray for my family and for me, for my sanity and peace of mind.<br /><br />Thanks!<br /><br />Have a blessed Christmas everyone! You are very lucky if you are going to celebrate Christ's birthday with your loved ones. Treasure the moment. Cherish the occasion. Don't forget to thank God for all the things that is coming your way.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-1482132972601382637?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-55974690515109500822008-12-13T23:24:00.000+08:002008-12-13T23:49:55.095+08:00I'm having problem with my face again,<br />since I started working in ..... and got pressurized and all - my zits came popping out like they're mad or something - yeah, that's what we call a result of stress (you know what, stress once in a while is a good thing, but being stressed all the time - it's not healthy!)<br />...even if they're telling me that I should not worry about this and that, what can I do? aside from my own nature of being a worrier, you can't help it when even if it is your off you will still receive a lot of calls...<br /><br />Even my officemates are bothered with my zits, hehe...me too, don't worry...<br /><br />Yesterday after the mass, a woman from behind approached me to tell me that there's a clinic in Satwa where I can consult my skin problem. Ok, I told Zielo that even in the Philippines I was used to those 'inoffensive' comments from other people - or strangers...<br /><br />Now, we went outside to buy something shiny for Zielo's 'kriskringle' and while we were in Emarat, a guy I saw earlier who already went out, came back just to tell me that I should consult him.<br /><br />Haha. Bow. That's it. End of story.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5597469051510950082?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-30028164048075976802008-12-13T19:01:00.000+08:002008-12-13T19:03:46.072+08:00Guys,<br /><br />If you are reading this, thanks for all the support.<br /><br />Zielo, Eug, Krisca, Kaye, Dhes, Joey, Cams, tropang elem, tropang hayskul, pati dun sa mga kaibigan nina ate, at mga kapamilya - thanks for the prayers, financial and emotional support.<br /><br />Salamat po talaga!<br /><br />Godbless us all!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3002816404807597680?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-42909160341439805712008-12-13T18:42:00.000+08:002008-12-13T18:51:37.667+08:00Nahahati na naman ang damdamin ko.<br />Dami complications na mangyayari kung magdedesisyon ako ng padalus-dalos..<br />Work:<br />Given na na nahihirapan ako sa nature ng trabaho ko. Hirap magresign - dami dapat i-consider. All I'm asking is for you guys to keep on praying for me - to be strong and be patient and be whatever God wants me to be. If I'll be able to make it even for just one year - I'll hang on.<br />Family:<br />Lola is still in the hospital - the chances of recovery - I don't have the faintest idea. I know that my family is just getting by - thanks to all those who are praying for us, it's really hard in the emotional and financial aspect but God knows we can make it - we just have to trust Him.<br /><br />Everything happens for a reason - that I have to keep in mind and I have to keep my faith burning.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4290916034143980571?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-72809234139025484792008-12-13T18:37:00.000+08:002008-12-13T18:42:27.841+08:0012 days to go before Christmas...<br /><br />something had hit me while I was doing something in the morning..<br /><br />it would really be sad not celebrating Christmas with the family - a sad truth...but then, it would also be bad if we will not see the real meaning why we are celebrating Christmas anyway, right?<br /><br />This is not about me, not about you or not about them - it is being celebrated because Jesus Christ is born! Our Savior!<br /><br />I know it will be hard because this will be my first Christmas away from home - hopefully with this realization that had hit me, I'll be able to keep a cheerful and meaningful perspective on Christmas day...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7280923413902548479?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-32943724908274732302008-12-05T01:12:00.000+08:002008-12-05T01:24:30.737+08:00I'm stressed out lately, probably because my new HDC partner is not yet well-equipped and train in our line of business...honestly, i fully understand..it's not like i'm holding a grudge or something..i know what he feels, it was like he was thrown into the open sea though the people around him knows that he doesn't know how to swim..<br /><br />My life is somewhat miserable..the work, the problems we have at home (in the Philippines), everything. I don't know if i'll be able to cope up soon enough..hopefully..<br /><br />It's kinda good that we have something which I can consider as some sort of diversion - Twilight - yeah, the book is good, it must not be compared to Harry Potter because they are not dealing with the same story.. i'm now reading book 3, atleast there's Edward and Bella that I have to think about aside from the machines.<br /><br />I am also thanking God for all the support and help, I don't know ifI'll be able to pursue what I am doing now but I know that he has reasons why I am facing this kind of situation right now...<br /><br />I am literally sick - as in my head is aching due to the cold weather, it's getting colder by the day and it's also raining here - too bad Dubai doesn't even have a drainage! or so they say..<br /><br />I dunno, am I making sense here. I just wanted to write right now.<br /><br />Please pray for my lola, I don't know if she will recover, but whatever God wants for her, for us, so be it, His <em>will</em> be done..hopefully my family will be able to move forward no matter what...I just lost my grandfather, I don't know what to feel anymore, I wanna go back home, I want to be with them in times like this..<br /><br />Pray for us, please, please, please.<br /><br />Thanks.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3294372490827473230?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-57742695385382624532008-11-13T15:45:00.000+08:002008-11-13T20:53:21.298+08:00Yesterday, the company gave me the labour card or what we call in here as the pataka.<br /><br /><br /><br />Haaaah...my contract is for 3 yrs.<br /><br /><br /><br />'What to do?'<br /><br /><br /><br />Today is Ate Aina's birthday. I'll be staying there for a night. Get drunk? I don't know. Hopefully I'll have a peaceful Friday-Saturday off.<br /><br /><br /><br />And peaceeful days ahead of me (asking for the impossible?)..<br /><br /><br /><br />Pray for me. I really need it. Thanks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5774269538538262453?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-54202687468963266102008-11-10T20:41:00.000+08:002008-11-11T01:57:46.858+08:00Bakit 'kamo?<br /><br /><br />Ganito yun, nagluto ako ng adobo bandang alas-onse ng tanghali kahapon, dahil nakatakda akong magplantsa ng aking mga damit...Niluto ko na ang kakaunting butu-buto na natira mula sa aming pinamili noong isang linggo.<br /><br />Nagluto na ako para sa buong maghapon - tanghalian ko, at hapunan namin ni Zielo.<br /><br />Subalit sa hindi maipaliwanag na kadahilanan, ang inaasam na kaunting adobo ay biglang naglaho! Korek! Nagdisappear, walang trace! Walang clue. Huli na ng malaman ko na ang pinaghirapan kong eksperimento ay hindi na matitikman ni Zielo..<br /><br />Magkahalong pagkainis at lungkot ang aking naramdaman. Napapaiyak ako na napapatawa habang ibinabalita ko kay Zielo na ang ulam namin ay nawala na. This is the first time, sa aking pagkakaalam..<br /><br />Ano ba ito? Bakit ba ako nagsisintir? Hindi sa nagdadamot ako o kami, kaya lang, ano ang mararamdaman mo kung akala mo meron ka ng pagkain na nakahanda tapos biglang nauwi sa wala. Mahirap yun, yung inaasahan mo na meron pero wala na pala, dahil kinuha na ng iba. Hindi lang ito isyu sa pagkain...kahit saan, nararanasan natin yan. Tama o mali?<br /><br />Yun lang ang point. Kita mo na?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5420268746896326610?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-41836876266361951632008-11-06T21:26:00.000+08:002008-11-06T21:28:48.917+08:00Finally! I got my missing hanky! It fell inside Cleveland's folder :)<br /><br />Yipee!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4183687626636195163?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-87972637738102469722008-11-04T16:58:00.000+08:002008-11-04T21:27:48.260+08:0003.11.08<br /><br />Nagpunta kami sa Jules Bar after office hours. Sino ang mga kasama ko? Si ate Wheng, Kuya Vhin, sumunod lang si Zielo, dumating si tito at si Kuya Glenn...at sumunod pa ang mga barkada nila.<br /><br />Kumain kami ng pansit bihon at um-order ng crispy pata combo (+ foster's jug) ba yun? At nang dumating sila, marami pang food. Salamat po sa libre ate Wheng, Kuya Vhin. Anyway, hindi naman ako umiinom di ba? Kain lang ako. Ano ba ang significance ng event na ito? Last bonding kay tito Rikki dito sa Dubai! Yun un! Masaya na malungkot. Pero all in all, malungkot talaga. Mababawasan na naman ang pamilya. Susunod din ako, soon! Pangako!<br /><br />Isang bote lang pala ng Bacardi ang katapat, lunurin natin ang pait, lungkot at sakit na dulot ng mga di maiiwasang paghihiwalay. Pasasaan ba't sa awa ng Poong Maykapal, muli tayong magkakasama!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8797263773810246972?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-30181003422370599772008-11-03T20:54:00.000+08:002008-11-03T21:00:46.922+08:0003.11.08<br /><br />This is the first time that I lost my handkerchief!<br />It irritated me the whole day...<br />So sad..<br /><br />Then, Sam Building folder is also missing in action.<br /><br />Ha!<br /><br />Huhuhuhuhu...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3018100342237059977?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-74580689102738008682008-10-31T19:53:00.000+08:002008-10-31T19:58:24.279+08:00Cool!<br /><br />Friday is rest day so we went to Atlantis, Palm Jumeirah.<br />Hmmm..it's a beautiful place. Lotsa fish. Cool concept.<br /><br />I can't compose a decent entry now. I don't know. I'm happy and I'm sad. Tito will be leaving soon. Bye Dubai, Welcome Singapore.<br /><br />Let's see. Maybe, one year from now, I will go there too.<br />Let's see.<br />Let's see.<br /><br />If it is God's will, so be it!<br /><br />Lead us Lord.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7458068910273800868?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-72375640918522461152008-10-22T17:05:00.000+08:002008-10-22T17:14:41.834+08:00Ewan ko ba.<br />Hindi ako nasisiyahan sa trabaho ko.<br />Ok ang mga kasama, yung work yata ang di ko talaga kaya.<br />Feeling ko bumabalik na naman ako dun sa una kong trabaho sa Pilipinas.<br />Doon - tao ang problema ko.<br />Ngayon - makina at tao.<br />Ang hirap. Parang lagi na lang merong 'moral obligation.'<br />Nagpapasalamat ako kay Lord kasi meron akong trabaho.<br />Totoo.<br />Nahihirapan lang siguro ko, at palagay ko, meron siyang dahilan kung bakit dito Niya ko dinala.<br />Ano kaya ang dapat kong matutunan?<br />Ang iniisip ko na lang ngayon, mahirap magresign kasi nagbago na ang mga rules dito sa UAE.<br />At, yung mga pera na nahiram ko na kailangan kong mabayaran.<br />Pero sabi nga ni tita, kung hindi ko kaya, umuwi na lang ako ng Pilipinas.<br />Hindi naman sa iniisip ko na 'talunan' ako pag umuwi ako, na para bang wala akong napatunayan.<br />In the first place, wala naman akong dapat patunayan sa mga nasa Pilipinas, ang iniisip ko lang, gusto ko talagang matulungan ang pamilya ko..<br /><br />Ano ba ang gusto ko?<br /><br />Gusto ko lang naman, meron akong trabaho. Maayos na trabaho, maayos ang sweldo, 2 days rin ang off, at higit sa lahat (bukod sa mababait ang mga kasama) PEACE OF MIND!<br />Yung tipong pag nagawa mo na ang trabaho mo sa buong maghapon, uuwi ka ng masaya dahil meron kang na-accomplish..<br />At bukas, ibang chapter naman.<br />Hindi yung parang araw-araw na lang, hanggang sa pag-uwi mo, meron ka pa ring iisipin.<br />Kahit sabihin nila na wag mo dalhin sa bahay yung trabaho mo, madali lang yun sabihin, pero pag nasa sitwasyon ka na, hindi na yun ma-a-apply.<br />Pwede ba magswitch off ng mobile? Hindi, hehehe...lokohan na to!<br /><br />Ok pa naman ako.<br />Di ko lang kaya yung mag-isa talaga sa Hire, aminado naman ako na di ko kaya yung responsibility na mag-isa.<br /><br />Ipagdasal niyo po na kung anuman 'tong mga pinagdaraanan ko, internal struggle man ito o hindi, nawa po ay makayanan ko.<br /><br />Salamat<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7237564091852246115?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-45549112209169167532008-10-09T00:40:00.000+08:002008-10-09T00:46:26.208+08:00bakit kamo?<br /><br />una, tapos na ang ramadan...ibig sabihin, pagabihan na naman kami ng uwi (di ba zielo? pinakamaaga na yata uwi ni zielo 9pm)...<br /><br />pangalawa, dahil under pressure kami sa hire, lalo na noong nakalipas na exhibit kung saan marami pang mga bagay bagay na naganap, dumami yata lalo ang mga kumag na tagihawat sa aking fez..<br /><br />buti na lang meron akong ate May, Kuya Boyet, Ate Aina, Kuya Mario at Ate Teo sa Hire, kung hindi, collapse na ko, hehe..<br /><br />un...<br /><br />ngaun, late na naman kami lalo nakakauwi dahil nga sa mga exhibit na nagaganap sa DWTC...o di ba napakasaya, antay ka ng bus ng 1-2 hours tapos ang travel time ay 1 hour kung di traffic, gudlak!<br /><br />pero kahit ganoon, masaya pa rin ako, kasi ako ay nabubuhay at patuloy na ginagabayan ng ating Panginoon :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4554911220916916753?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-39378070417762759252008-09-12T21:52:00.000+08:002008-09-12T22:15:51.791+08:00Isang araw, habang nakasakay ako sa Public Transpot ng Dubai - Bus -, napagtanto ko na:<br /><br />- hindi ako pwede maging driver ng bus sa Dubai dahil masyado akong maawain<br />- hindi rin ganoon ka-strong ang personality ko para makipag-away o makipagmatigasan sa mga pasahero<br /><br />kasi naman, pag nahuli ng RTA ang isang bus na punuan talaga, malaki kaya ang fine dun, kawawa din naman yung driver...pero minsan kawawa rin ang mga pasahero...<br /><br />ang set-up kasi, yung first 12 seats sa unahan, RESERVED for LADIES yun...kasehodang me nakaupo na male passenger dun basta pag me sumakay na babae, dapat umalis yung guy doon (kasi nga limited lang yung seats for female)...<br /><br />yun kahit nakapila pa yung mga guys sa bus stop o sa bus station, dapat mag-give way sa mga babae (pero hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon, kasi pag rush hour, lalo na sa may DWTC, balyahan tlaga dun ke boy o girl ka pa!)...nakakalungkot minsan...kasi parang unfair sa part nila...<br /><br />At mas nakakalungkot:<br /><br />Given na na hindi maganda ang amoy ng mga ibang lahi...masasanay ka naman eventually, pero yung mga ibang Pilipina, nakakalungkot ang behavior, pinapaalis talaga to the point na ang 'mean' na nila dun sa mga ibang lahi na lalaki...nakakalungkot lang, baka isipin nila, lahat ng Pilipino ganoon ang attitude..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3937807041776275925?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-48313218500432059672008-09-03T22:21:00.000+08:002008-09-03T22:44:29.521+08:00Super thanks to God, I started at Rapid Access on Aug. 25 '08. A week after Zielo got her job in Media City...<br /><br />Post: Hire Desk Assistant/Controller<br />Nature of Business: Access Rental and Sales<br />Location: Al Quoz Industrial Area 4<br />Salary: errrr...hehe, tama lang...starting para sa isang baguhan<br />Accomodation/Transpo: Satwa; but I opted to live-out...<br /><br />I'm reporting to work for how many days already? A week or two...<br />I am being trained on how to use the database - E-Result...<br />My boss is Indian - Sir Wilfred.<br />My mentor is a Filipina - Ate May.<br />My colleagues are all KABAYANs :)<br />The bosses are mostly from the British Empire...haha, ano raw?<br /><br />So far, they are nice and supportive.<br />Hope to learn a lot from this new career.<br />My immediate boss told me earlier that I will be assigned to look after the Oman account.<br />Hope I'll be able to handle it though since I'm just a novice in this field.<br /><br />So help me God.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4831321850043205967?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-74056878459495548322008-08-21T03:08:00.000+08:002008-08-21T03:29:41.277+08:00Reason to celebrate:<br /><br />Zielo got a job! A good one (complete package - Free Zone, good looking boss, good salary!) Yey! Thanks be to God :)<br /><br />Update about me:<br /><br />I got an offer last Sunday..<br />for consideration..<br />(Two interviews at Shiekh Zayed, Safina al Sarah and EHAF)..<br />Monday: Went to Al-Futtaim bldg. near the Twin Towers for another interview...<br />too low...<br />Went to Giordano...tagal pa ung ipinaghintay ko para makasakay sa bus...etc. etc.<br />para lang sabihin sa kin na wala pa ko experience sa sales!<br />Malamang! Nakalagay kaya yun sa CV ko...<br />Ganun tlga..that's life!<br />Tuesday:<br />rest day (ang itim ko na..kahit meron payong, tagos naman ang init), maghapon ako online para magpafax ng CV kina ate Ellaine, ate Wheng at Kuya Rye! Thanks po sa inyong lahat!<br />Wednesday:<br />Went to JT Metro...got an offer again...<br />for consideration<br />then in the afternoon, I went to Jebel Ali Free Zone :)<br />Feeling independent ako kasi ako lang mag-isa..<br />Nakakatawa nga...malayo kasi yun...Lapit na sa Abu Dhabi...<br />Sa Pinas di mo ko mapapagbyahe mag-isa..dito sa Dubai...well wala naman akong choice dahil me work na ang aking partner na si Beh :)<br />Wahehe...<br />I felt somewhat harassed though...<br />basta...machika ang interviewer at may I beso pa siya sa kin...<br />errrr....<br />buti na lang at nasa tamang pag-iisip pa ko (thank You Lord!) at hindi ko naisipan sumabay sa kanya pauwi though punta siya sa Muraqqabat...<br />baba ng offer ha, knowing na sa FZ located ang company nila...mataas pa un sa JT Metro!<br />kaloka tlaga ito...<br />buti na lang khit na di fruitful un application qo dun, binayaran naman niya un nagastos ko na pamasahe!<br />at meron pa free na perfume (ok naman un pabango pero di ko masyado type...)<br /><br />un!<br /><br />Pray po na makahanap na rin ako ng work..Salamat po!<br /><br />Thank You Lord for everything...kya ko to basta andiyan Ka :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7405687845949554832?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-79626650987946773062008-08-13T21:28:00.000+08:002008-08-13T22:20:53.820+08:00Maraming nangyayari sa araw-araw...<br />Mga bagay na hindi talaga inaasahan..<br />Pero kung anuman ang mga iyon, parte talaga ng buhay..<br />Kailangang maging matatag..<br />Sa ngayon, ayos pa ako..kami..<br />pero sa mga susunod na araw, hindi natin alam..<br /><br />Isa lang ang sigurado ako..<br />Andiyan si Lord..<br />Di nang-iiwan..<br />Lahat ng pagsubok na 'to, parte talaga yan..<br />Walang bibitiw..<br />Kapit lang..<br /><br />Pray for us..to have a job, to find a decent place to live in..to survive in this place called Dubai..<br />Thanks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7962665098794677306?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-66133607576228048742008-08-12T02:36:00.000+08:002008-08-12T02:54:34.928+08:00<span style="color:#99ff99;">Gumising ng maaga.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Kumain ng almusal.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Naligo, nagplantsa.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Nag-ayos ng konti.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Nagcram ng marami.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Natapilok na naman is Zielo.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Same foot pa, take note. :( sakit sakit kaya nun!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Antay ng taxi, nagbayad ng mahal 26.50 DHS!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Wag na magconvert, mahal tlga! Traffic kasi at medyo malayo ang Sheikh Zayed.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Interview ng 10am - Zielo</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">after niya ako naman.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Ganda nun nag-interview sa min, probably Russian siya :)</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Hehe, oks naman interview..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Tatawagan na lang daw...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Punta kami City Centre after, palipas oras at 'palamig'...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kumain muna ng lunch..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">'sadness' kami ngaun eh, as in medyo gloomy-gloomy-han ang mga bata...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">si ate Ellaine, binigyan kami ng isang box ng nenok na chocolates! hehe (kiddin)</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kasi lungkut-lungkutan nga raw kami (very timely) para ma-cheer ang mga low-spirited na bata :)</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">maaga kami nakarating sa Hilton Creek Hotel...host/receptionist naman...tatawagan ulit.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">ok..me interview ulit kami bukas.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haist.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kelngan na namin ng work.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">dahil aalis din kami ng bahay...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">:PRAY FOR US!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6613360757622804874?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-78431017981867466422008-08-06T11:55:00.000+08:002008-08-06T00:55:44.890+08:00i dunno..<br />i think i'm overreacting again..<br />last night, 'he' texted me..<br />i'm really sad with what happened in the morning<br />so I replied to him though not in my usual self...<br />the 'smileys' are gone, you know, it's like a very stiff reply...<br /><br />sadness.<br /><br />un na naman. emote. ok lang naman. and then, i texted him today, and I said that I didn't mean to be harsh and all, stay happy, etc. etc...<br /><br />I'll be fine soon. I know.<br />Promise. I'll be super ok.<br />Emotera lang talaga. Wala naman dapat ipagdamdam.<br />Lately lang kami ulit nagkita. Problema sa kin, kahit di ko nakakasama basta nakakausap ko, pwedeng meron eh...basta..<br />I'll be ok..<br />I'LL BE.<br />OK?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7843101798186746642?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-86065595715297892432008-08-04T21:31:00.000+08:002008-08-04T21:53:13.563+08:00Bago kami umalis ng flat, I received a text message from a girl. I don't know her name...nalungkot naman ako...'taken' na pala siya...ano raw? basta un...di ko alam kung ano ba ang dapat maramdaman, pero sigurado, lilipas din 'to...sabi ko na nga ba, namisunderstood ko lang ang actions niya...bakit kasi napakamaalalahanin at mabait niya...siguro ganoon lang talaga siya sa lahat..ako naman, binigyan ko kaagad ng ibang kahulugan...so ano na naman ako ngayon?<br />Yun...<br /><br />meron ako friend...interested siya sa kin..parang ganun..napapaisip din naman ako minsan...di ko rin alam eh...anu na nga ba tlga ang stand niya sa buhay ko?...anak ng tokwa...magdrama ba! wala lang..inarte lang ng konti..wala akong outlet eh...at ano ang kinalaman nito sa Bur Dubai?<br /><br /><div align="center">***</div><div align="center"> </div>Today, we were able to ride a bus (yipee!), thanks to ate Leah..di hamak na mas mura ang bus fare kesa sa taxi...as usual nagsubmit ng CVs namin...dalawang buildings lang ung napuntahan namin pero marami naman offices...ayun...wala pa kami two weeks dito, nakakailang mall na ba kami ni Zielo? hehe, hindi naman puro gala ginagawa namin ha...in between lang...<br /><br />Please, please pray for us...nagbago na mga rules dito, mas mahirap na ngayon, hopefully makahanap ng kami ng trabaho...good paying job...un..safety...salamat po..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8606559571529789243?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-53566282276521970932008-07-30T07:29:00.000+08:002008-08-04T21:31:38.831+08:00We ate breakfast by 8:30am.<br />Took a bath.<br />Ironed the clothes (not-that-semi-formal-attire)..(Zielo: We don't want to be caught) by 9:30am.<br />Set off to walk and braved the scorching summer heat...we don't even know how to put a li'l make up so we would look more or less presentable.<br />Submitted the CV to Reef Mall.<br />Walked.Walked.Walked.<br />Talked to the security officers of Renaissance Hotel and submitted the CV where? At the Security Office, 'can you see the letter P? Don't go to the basement'. (pero ano'ng ginawa namin, punta pa rin kami dun, hehe..)sabihin na lang natin na slang ang mga officers...di namin maintindihan!!!<br />Walked.Walked. There are a lot of Kabayans here. They greeted us. Walked again.<br />We reached another mall, near Sheraton Deira Hotel, I don't know the name of the mall. Sorry.<br />waah..natatamad na ko magkwento, antok na...<br />Basta:<br />taxi ride going to deira city centre - 7.50 dhs<br />MAF Bldg. (we took the lift to go down)<br />The security officer here is not accomodating like the previous ones so we did not submit our CV there, sayang, Al Futtaim group ata un...tsk tsk....<br />We took the lift again, to go back to City Centre level 3. Mga baguhan kami, di namin alam kung bakit ayaw tumaas...hehe, napindot ko letter C (para saan un?) later i'll explain...bumukas un door...me sumabay sa amin na good looking na di namin alam kung ano'ng nationality, pero magaling siya mag-English, mukhang Indian, basta guapo (un un eh!)...hehe kinausap niya kami. Sabi niya kahit ano daw gawin namin di kami aakyat kasi mali un pinipindot namin..hehe, nice nga siya, nakakatuwa kasi ganun din daw gnawa niya dati...<br /><br />lesson/s learned: magmasid.<br />pumindot para makatawid.<br />mag-English.<br />be nice kahit adik ang kausap.<br /><br />basta dami pa. antok na kami. kakapagod kaya sa labas. sobrang init!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5356628227652197093?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-16512463829477276692008-07-27T11:23:00.000+08:002008-08-06T00:43:48.221+08:00After Lolo's sad departure (+), another big turn happened to me a few days ago.<br />I'm here in Deira, Dubai as of the moment...still can't believe it myself..<br />New culture, new place...waaah! This is not a dream at all!<br />Good thing my tito let us use his laptop for a week, atleast we'll be able to communicate to our loved ones...grabe!<br /><br />Miss ko na kayo, family ko! Friends at Pinas!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-1651246382947727669?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-90980312068212887162008-07-10T17:30:00.000+08:002008-07-10T02:20:13.328+08:00<div align="justify"><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_R90UK0nR4js/SHT-vy0ZXNI/AAAAAAAAAAM/lDpqQ6EYD5Y/s1600-h/BabyLolo+.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5221077965078093010" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_R90UK0nR4js/SHT-vy0ZXNI/AAAAAAAAAAM/lDpqQ6EYD5Y/s320/BabyLolo+.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><div align="center">Pacifico L. Melo</div><div align="center">May 13, 1916 - July 9, 2008</div><div align="center">'Ang paborito kong lolo'<br /></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">To my paboritong lolo:</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">Ang daya, di ko po naramdaman na ganoon kabilis kang aalis...</div><div align="justify">Inaway ko pa naman kayo kasi habang pinapakain ko kayo nung umaga at tanghali, lagi niyo hinahawakan yung kamay ko kaya natatapon yung pagkain niyo, lagi naman kayo ganyan, di ko talaga napansin...</div><div align="justify">Pinagalitan ko pa kayo kasi sabi ko wag niyong butbutin yung diaper niyo at tinakot ko pa kayo na itatali ko ang kamay niyo (na hinding hindi ko naman talaga gagawin kahit kelan)...</div><div align="justify">Paano na po yan? </div><div align="justify">Wala na po ako ulit katabi sa pagtulog...</div><div align="justify">Wala na akong papakainin pagkagising ko sa umaga...</div><div align="justify">Pupunasan at lo-lotion-an...</div><div align="justify">Lalagyan ng pulbos sa likod...</div><div align="justify">Lalagyan ng dahon ng saging...</div><div align="justify">Marami pa naman uwi si tatay na bagong dahon ng saging dahil sabi ko eh wala na kayong gagamitin...</div><div align="justify">Parang hinintay niyo lang din na mabisita kayo ng taga-bangko nung nakaraang araw para sa pensiyon niyo.</div><div align="justify">Kung anuman po ang mga pagkukulang ko sa inyo, kung minsan nagagalit ako sa inyo, nais ko pong humingi ng tawad...</div><div align="justify">Pero alam niyo naman po na mahal na mahal na mahal ko po kayo...at alam ko na naiparamdam ko po iyon sa inyo...</div><div align="justify">Nalulungkot po talaga ko dahil hindi ko inasahan...ang lakas lakas niyo pa nung pinakain ko kau eh at nun pinalitan ni tito ung diaper niyo nung hapon...</div><div align="justify">Mamimiss ko po kayo...kasi mula pagkabata magkatabi na tayo sa pagtulog...</div><div align="justify">At napakabuti niyo pong tao, lolo, kaibigan, ama, asawa at mamamayan ng Pilipinas.</div><div align="justify">Lo, basta kung nasaan ka man po ngayon, alam ko na masaya na po kayo. </div><div align="justify">Hindi ko po kayo makakalimutan... </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-9098031206821288716?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-1214933223991688332008-06-02T20:53:00.000+08:002008-06-02T20:56:00.861+08:00hmmmm...<br />passport na lang ang kulang...<br />at money..<br /><br />waaaaaahhh..<br />i think we still have a month...<br /><br />PRAY FOR US!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-121493322399168833?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-24674883289987899632008-06-02T20:47:00.000+08:002008-06-02T20:51:05.899+08:00hello!<br /><br />i don't know.<br />i'd just like to visit this site and post something...<br />not that important though, nothing urgent...<br />hmmm...<br />i wonder why this <strong>'certain girl'</strong> viewed my friendster profile...<br />let's just call her <em>kristine...</em><br />what's up with you?<br />and so i viewed her page...<em> </em><br /><em>haha, silly me</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-2467488328998789963?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-34001578136246326892008-05-01T19:02:00.000+08:002008-05-01T19:37:19.113+08:00i wonder what's wrong with our YM..<br /><br />i don't know what to do since i am not a computer wiz..<br /><br />it's somewhat affecting my not-so-active social life..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3400157813624632689?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-50390340869998062732008-04-21T10:14:00.000+08:002008-04-21T10:23:33.414+08:00current worry:<br /><br />UlatsaBrgy07<br /><br />reason/s:<br /><br />-SB should do it, pero ako lang ang gumawa<br />-marami akong hindi maintindihan, at hinulaan ko na lang<br />-sumabay pa ang PC sa init ng ulo, nagrestart mag-isa, sayang un mga pinag-isipan ko<br />-kulang sa kooperasyon :(<br />-ako lang...mahirap talaga<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-5039034086999806273?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-33466477000946247032008-04-21T10:05:00.000+08:002008-04-21T10:13:57.189+08:00April 6, 2008<br /><br />yep...<br />i was able to buy myself a new fone and i'm so glad with what i purchased, 5310.<br />i'm glad because:<br />- this is the first time that i got a fone for myself<br />- i paid for it<br />- i like the fone - the color (RED and BLACK), the functions (MUSIC!)... i think this is the right fone for me :)<br /><br />hehe, un<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3346647700094624703?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-9390299170008093282008-03-26T23:07:00.000+08:002008-03-26T23:09:53.672+08:00nagpunta si zielo dito for the application form.<br />nagpunta kami sa sm dasma pagkatapos para magpakuha ng retrato (haha, litrato).<br />nagmamadali akong umuwi kasi sumama ang tiyan ko, nag-aalburoto sa sakit kasi nga kanina pa ako inaatake nito.<br />bukas pupunta ulit si zielo kasi kailangan niya magthumbmark!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-939029917000809328?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-65760354248108325262008-03-26T22:51:00.000+08:002008-04-21T10:25:59.251+08:00yesterday: March 25, DLSU-D Graduation Day<br /><br />Congrats to all the graduates! Woohoo! It does not end there...this is just the beginning of the real battle!<br /><br />I'm so glad that I was able to celebrate with my elementary friends like Mariel, Roron and my then Bestfriend Mary :)<br /><br />I gave my guy pals a pair of Bench flip flops... I think it was nice since summer is fast approaching, they could use it in their summer get aways! Hehe, but come to think of it, I don't even know the size of their feet when I bought the flops...hehe, tamang hula except for Roron (because I texted him about it).<br /><br />I was really glad when Jansen texted me to thank me for the gift (he even asked Carms number, probably to thank her for her gift).. It's cool! I asked him if the flip flops are ok, my worry is that it may be too small or too big for him...thank God the size is ok :) sakto!<br /><br />ewheheh...masaya ko, promise :) sana kasya rin un kay roron at kay mamat and i do hope that Mary will love the songs I compiled for her :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6576035424810832526?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-87957791080922716472008-03-26T00:34:00.002+08:002008-03-26T00:35:55.597+08:00haist...<br />hirap kumonek dito ah..<br />dami ko pa naman gusto sabihin...<br />next time na...<br />sa sobrang tagal..<br />inantok na tuloy ako...<br />hmp...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8795779108092271647?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-61719337519758262012008-03-15T15:58:00.000+08:002008-03-15T16:20:06.115+08:00This is an early celebration for Ms. Rhoda since her 'original' birthdate is March 16.<br /><br />March 14 (10:30 am)<br /><br />I went to Baclaran to meet ate Kaye at Chow King.<br />And I have no idea that there are 3 Chow King branches near the Baclaran church!<br />Hahaha. I think I'm going mad since the first two Chow branches is not 'our supposed to be meeting place'...<br />I ended up eating halo-halo and ate Kaye (after eating her siomai at our meeting place) rescued me :) I texted her: Dito ko sa Chow King facing SMX! hahaha...kaloka tlga<br /><br />We went to Basic to get our final pay. I wasnt expecting that much but thanks be to God since I received a good amount.<br /><br />After that, we went to SM Bacoor to wait for Ate Heidi and the next destination would be Naic (Timalan). Unfortunately ate Heidi wasn't able to leave the office due to a meeting so we headed to Naic without her. :(<br /><br />I saw John Avila at SM Bacoor while withdrawing some cash from BDO ATM Machine at the ground floor. Hehe, I was somewhat shocked since I didn't recognized him at once because he's wearing a bumblee bee sunglasses..He's cute though and kinda tall :) But honestly, I'm not into him.hahaha :)<br /><br />Yun na. Went to Naic to eat and drink (Coke lang...at pineapplt juice, haha, seryoso!). Ok ang trip, layo...masaya magmuni-muni...Madaling araw na andun pa kmi kasi nakatulog si Kuya Aries, siya maghahatid sa amin. Sabi ni ate kaye sa knila na lang kami matulog ni Edwin since uwi pa siya (Edwin) ng Tagaytay...haha, niloloko namin kasi lagot siya sa asawa niya dahil hindi na siya nakauwi (wla na kasi byahe...).. Pero dito na rin ako sa bahay nagpahatid dahil 4am na rin naman.<br /><br />Bilis ng byahe namin. From SM Bacoor to Anabu, almost 10-15 minutes lang! Aliw! :)<br /><br />Yun! ang saya ko kasi nakita ko ulit si Ms. Rhoda, si kuya aries, si Kenneth, si Edwin, si ate KAye at ang mga taga-IE. Kala nila andun pa rin ako sa Cypress - 1 month na ko wala dun ngayong araw na to!<br /><br />Hhehe.. Cge<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6171933751975826201?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-81074875696333317622008-03-03T20:49:00.000+08:002008-03-03T20:53:32.290+08:00Well, we are planning to leave right?...<br />and then i got a call from CML just this afternoon...<br />there's an available slot for HR, however, in the compenben area...<br />still it's Cypress...<br />and I will need to give them feedback, ASAP!<br /><br />So help me God.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8107487569633331762?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-85961288995401029282008-02-17T21:19:00.000+08:002008-02-17T21:20:53.027+08:00Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)<br /><br />The Bottom Line<br />You may find it hard to accurately communicate your feelings to someone right now.<br /><br />In Detail<br />You might find it hard to accurately communicate your feelings, right now. This is probably a sign that you don't quite know how you're feeling! If you are in a mood to hide from the world, then hide from the world. You are in a good frame of mind to make the most of your alone time to figure things out. You need to tell someone something, and you need this time to figure out how to say it. A new hobby is in the earliest stages of development. Keep plugging away and don't give up on it.<br /><br />Hmmmm...quite interesting<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-8596128899540102928?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-23258970788402138422008-02-15T22:12:00.000+08:002008-02-15T22:25:12.328+08:00Yep, the moment has come and we said our goodbyes...<br />I am happy in the sense that I can rest starting on Tuesday, probably, but of course I am sad that I'm leaving my first job. I will miss the people there, my HR family, the friends I made while I was there...<br /><br />teka, grammar check nga please ha...emote na emote ako bka mali-mali na sinusulat ko...<br /><br />The shuttle ride, exam, interviews, hiring managers and interviewers, lahat...basta<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-2325897078840213842?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-74561890474388694102008-02-08T21:25:00.000+08:002008-02-08T21:27:12.735+08:00counting down my 5 remaining days to work...<br />nabawasan pa ng isa kasi nga nagkasakit ako yesterday, i'm still recuperating..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-7456189047438869410?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-48086249582474881832008-02-06T20:47:00.000+08:002008-02-06T21:00:16.143+08:00hehe.<br />un! again, i didn't expect that i will pass the exam :)<br />Thank You Lord!<br /><a href="http://www.csc.gov.ph/PPT102807/csro4ppt_propas_102807.html">http://www.csc.gov.ph/PPT102807/csro4ppt_propas_102807.html</a><a href="http://www.prcboardexamresults.com/let-august-2007-results-secondary-level/"></a><br /><br />un LET din db? wipee!<br /><a href="http://www.prcboardexamresults.com/let-august-2007-results-secondary-level/">http://www.prcboardexamresults.com/let-august-2007-results-secondary-level/</a><br /><a href="http://www.prcboardexamresults.com/LET-archives/">http://www.prcboardexamresults.com/LET-archives/</a><br /><br />weheheh, churva lang<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-4808624958247488183?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-62805433752287294592008-02-03T21:19:00.001+08:002008-03-03T21:02:03.257+08:00and i'll be jobless.<br /><br />last Saturday, we went to the office to give our 'bat cave' a new look. it turned out well, it's so clean and it looks real better :) way to go Green Apples!<br />well, we did it for the sake of the would-be Green Apples (Season II), a welcome churva haha...after that, nagSM nmn kmi. kain kain sa Shakey's at un, kwentuhan ng matagal...<br /><br />i'm gonna miss the ates: heidi, kaye, ms. jee, ms. rhoda, ms. mai<br />mga bosing: cna ms. joyce, ms. love, , ms. rizza, sir jeff, sir jess, sir ed, sir jj<br />mga taga-training: sir kenn, sir folly, sir randy at ms. mich<br />sina badeth, leo, kenn at droits...<br /><br />huhu..i guess it's really goodbye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-6280543375228729459?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10124208.post-36591414324332469482008-02-01T13:22:00.000+08:002008-03-03T21:09:12.484+08:00yep. u got it right.<br />i will no longer be connected to BASIC and Cypress effective Feb. 18.<br />my original contract has ended (Dec. 26) and the three GREEN APPLES (ate Heidi, ate Kaye, ELLA) decided to end the EXTENSION so that we could (hopefully) look for a more stable job.<br />my experience in CML is great though...<br />there were moments of happiness, sadness, sudden anger, maybe all of the emotions that you could encounter when you are working...but all in all, it was nice knowing these lovely people in the HR department...<br /><br />one thing's for sure: i'm gonna miss them!<br /><br />i will miss the following:<br /><br />shuttle ride - every morning with ate bambi<br />wearing my dissipative shoes<br />going to the bat cave<br />opening the laptop (after 10 yrs. or so, saka pa lang mag-oopen, dami kc files)<br />greeting the HR people<br />kwento with sir ian and ms. jewel<br />going to different depts and talking to the hiring managers (though may tendency na pagbalik ko sa cube meron agad ako hindi maxado maganda na-experience na ibabratatat ko ng kwento sa aking mga kapatid sa HR)<br />massive texting (applicants sked for exam)<br />checking of tests (memorized ko na yun answer key!)<br />conducting reference check (highest level naman)<br />preparation of 201 files<br />laughing with my GREEN APPLE sisters<br />pangungulit sa mga taga Compen Ben<br />pagtawag sa security<br />akyat-baba sa annex to 2nd floor<br />walang katapusang interview for ETP<br />pag-upo sa dulo sa shuttle (at napapansin ng mga mababait na drivers ng DNS, hello kuya jhun at mang jimmy!)<br />pagchika<br />ang mga bawal ang petix na moment<br /><br />at marami pang iba...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10124208-3659141432433246948?l=alternista.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>alternistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01921959695097824719noreply@blogger.com0