sad trip...bad trip at unmanageable topaq

today is August 11...

i don't know why i feel sad and lonely today...
is it due to the weather?
or the fight which i initiated last night?
or is it because i've learned that one of the guy i fancy is already taken? (how's this for a "loyal" girlfriend?)
well, they are all taken...the guy that i always see in our building,almost everyday...and the one that resembles my boyfriend...
what's wrong with me? i should not feel sad about it...
they are taken...and so am i...
but, well, yeah, honestly...it is because of this guy who resembles Nick...well, he is taken alright and i don't know why i am affected...maybe because he looks like Nick nga kc eh...
ah...badtrip...i can't take this anymore...
but i love nick...promise...sobra...waah...cguro kc dhil wla xa...nkikita qo xa sa ibang tao...this is wrong...so wrong...bad...aqo,,,