IT ENDS TONIGHT...

today is May 5...

finally, got the chance to talk to Nick last night,
the relationship is formally over...
it ended last year when i read the email right (Nov. 11, 2007; ERS)?
but last night was different...
hopefully, now that i was able to get what i really wanted (CLOSURE)
i could MOVE ON for real...
i know that it won't be easy, but i have to, i need to...

Lord, give me the courage and strength to do so.