We are being hoodwinked

Yup, being hoodwinked by Satan...

Ganito kasi yun, natatamad kami pumunta sa CLP, buti na lang nagpunta pa rin kami ni Zielo at pati yung iba naming groupmates.

Thank You Lord!

Sobra talaga, bago pa lang kami umalis ng bahay, iba na...nagdadalawang isip na kung pupunta pa ba o hindi na...

Tapos niyakag kami na magDFC ng mga flatmates...medyo tempting tlga.

Wala yung inaantay namin na bus..pero tumuloy pa rin...lumagpas sa designated na bus stop...nag-isip kng tutuloy pa o hindi na...nag jack-n-poy sa kalsada pero nagpunta pa rin kahit late na...

Ayun. God is good, all the time!

.blog things!.

it's quite helpful
or let me say it is really helpful

reading my previous posts made me realize that i have written some good stuffs before
good stuffs meaning positive stuffs that i cannot think i will be capable of writing anymore in my present mindset and situation
it's good though
because that will remind me that i used to be like that
why can't i bring that person back?

i'm engulfed in sadness
this is a choice i made for myself
i am not quite sure if this is my idea of coping

i wanna go back home
the life i'm living now is not the life i imagined
too many things happened in just 7 months and i don't know if there are still a lot that i will miss
jsut by living away from them
there are things that pushes me to keep on going
but i don't know for how long those things will help me to keep holding on

just wanna write
these incoherent thoughts are haunting me
most of the time

alone

.this is something that i need.
sometime alone

i need to think
things through

time is running
and I have to plan atleast

not to plan exactly
but i need to know what i want to do

what will make me happy?
what is it that God wants me to do?

i want to find out about my personal legend...

i need to..

i have to..

question

kaya ko pa ba?
Lord God, ikaw na po ang bahala.