walang pasooooooooooooooooook...

this reminds me of the nescafe comercial...
the only difference...dati, masaya kmi kpag wlang pasok...
pero bukas, HINDI!
dami affected...
thesis, projects (OD, group dy documentation)
bazaar...naku, panu na ang mga invited exhibitors...
hai...this post goes to zielo
lam ko dami nia pnagdaanan 2day...
'this too will pass'...promise

shawarma days...

hehe, yap, kumalam ang sikmura, kumain na nmn...
eon, gawa kmi ng program for OD...
nag-ayos ng tarp, nag-invite ng mga taga-SMEs para sa film viewing 2moro...
at gudlak sa min ni ujin kc kmi ang magpaprocess...
thanks Aizza kc pumayag ka na ikaw ang magprint ng certificate ng mga participants dun...

nu pa ba mga kelngan gwin?

website...
group dynamics (nagawa ko na po ang part qo! waha! parang di aqo 'to!)...
OD pa...

thesis revision...to be submitted on the first meeting next sem, bilis noh?! kayanin ntin 'to...
nabubulol na nga aqo sa pagssabi ng 'phenomenological' method...actually habang tina-type qo xa bigla aqo bumagal haha, bka kc magkamali! well..un na!

got it from friendster again...

girls would love this...

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly
6-hug them
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when your with your friends
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it.fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you,deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-hug her from behind around the waist
19-tell her she's beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
23-tell her what feels good
24-make her feel loved
25-buy them stuff. like small things can still help
26-don't lie to her
27-dont cheat on her
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message her in the morning and tell her have a good day at the office/skul, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even though she doesn't need you just be there soshe'll know that she can always count on you

well and good

after 2 weeks of 'ngarag nyts', it's finally over...
nakaka-haggard ang thesis, sobra!
nkkasira ng barkada?! haha, joke Ü
well, enwei, kasalanan ko rin nmn un iba dun, pero dpat tlga balance lng, saya at hirap...
kya pag-stressed-out na kau, gwin nio mga bagay na gusto nio gwin...outlet lng pra di kau mamatay! (di ko sinabi mag-adik ha...wehehe)

uhm, what else is new?

ah, yah...me funny story pa un defense...
order kmi ng pizza sa pizza hut for the panelists,
2 boxes un eh, ung isa para sa min (sana) nina ujin...
too bad, when we came back to the room (the panelists instructed us to go outside kc deliberation of grade), nasa harap na nila un 2 boxes, wehehe, khiya nmn na kuhanin pa! wahaha
pero ok lng nmn, sana ma-improve nmin un paper nmin according to their advices...
galing din nun mga panelists, hehe, thanks po sa lahat ng sinabi nio sa min,really...hehe

tas nun hapon...

food trip sa may bazaar... kc project ng TNPA un...wah, c cams at c zielo super pagod...at ang iba pa...kmi ni ujin sa wednesday nmn for the bazaar-outreach activity...

after eating 2 dunkin donuts (choco kreme and honey dipped ata)...
shawarma nmn (after 11 yrs or so, ngaun lng ako nkakain ulit nun, ayos nmn...) at mag-amuyan tau ng hininga after...
at ang mejo malayo sa lasa - ice cream na may chocolate dip, ang flavor ng ice cream - mango! haha
musta nmn?

pero...

di pa rin ako masaya..
ung damdamin qo puro questions pa rin hanggang ngaun...
kelan kaya magkkaroon ng kasagutan,di ko rin tlga alam...
bsta ang mhalaga, nagmahal ako ng totoo...
wla na qo maibibigay pa na iba...

usapang showbiz nmn...

para maiba lang...
nakita qo sina kim chiu at gerald anderson kanina...
haha, meron kc taping sa school...
st. martin school na pala ang la salle? kelan pa?! wehehe..la lang :)

comment qo...

pansin ko lang, iba-iba ang affect qo kagabi,bkit gnun?!
un messages qo merong badtrip tas merong masaya...
censia na kau, magulo lng tlga qo kausap..at magulo lang tlga buhay qo...

under construction...

i was really on the verge of deciding to think things over between the two of us, kanina...and i initially plan to bring it up when we are already talking, na sana...but things get worst and i decided to do it one way..as in ako lng...wla akong kausap...offline message ba...

kumusta nman un? ang initial plan is to re-evaluate the relationship lng eh...at gusto ko tlga mhanap muna un sarili qo, sana...pero anu nangyari...slamat sa mga message sa friendster na ako ang unang nagbukas ng walang pahintulot...cno n nmn un? dati charlene gracei padilla, ngaun naman angela marie...aba nmn...di ko na alam kng anu ggwin ko sau eh...panu mo n nmn i-e-explain un? at un message khapon, wala na sa yahoomail, don't wori, nkita ko nmn na hindi lng c maye ang nagmessage seo...pati un c angela whoever she is...at tinanggal na sa bookmark na naka-hide ang visibility c gracei, guilty?

ang hirap...gusto ko na umiyak...tama na siguro un dalawang pangyayari sa loob ng isang linggo...maxado na mabigat un para makayanan ko pa...wag mo na dagdagan, tapusin na ang mga dapat tapusin...

Group Dynamix...

enjoy un activity kanina about communication...un 2nd one...pass the message...

read on:

Kakakanan lang sa kangkungan sa may kakahuyan si Kenken habang kumakain ng kakaibang kakanin kahapon.

**musta nmn un? haha...

eto pa isa..

I wish I were what I was when I wish I were what I am..

**haha tama ba?

Batch Quest 2006

yey! Voters Choice ang Psych 4 representatives..hehe...
ang saya ko tlga (knina, kya lng meron mga bagong pangyayari na biglang dumating sa buhay qo kya nagbago na nmn ang affect qo...)
for 3 straight years, nanalo kmi jan...
1st tym- edell and tin (PSY 22)
2nd tym-yadah and ji-soo (PSY 3 reps)
3rd tym- luis and chai (PSY 4 reps)
saya db? and Luis won the title ---Mr. BeSD xa! nice!

bkit ako masaya? though hindi kmi nanalong best batch ngaun (last year kami eh Ü), un sa voters choice kc super-boto tlga ko haha Ü wala lang...

bakit mo sinisira ang araw qo?

nakakadalawa ka na...the first one - january 22
ngaun nmn - september 22
bkit gnun?
kpag mahal mo isang tao, either hindi k nia mahal or mhal ka nia tpos meron p xa mahal na iba, pde b un?
hai...suko na ata ako...kala ko kaya ko...di pla gnun kadali...
pero...un, parang ayoko na rin makinig...kc masu-sway na nmn ako, parang...
bwi***
huhuhuhu...

from friendster...

1. Are u photogenic?-- honestly,no...
2. What time do you go to bed?--before, 9pm, pero ngaun, 11 or 12 midnight at most
3. What was the last thing you did before this? -- i cried...
4.Who's the one you always meet the most? -- college friends...
5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help? -- parents...pero pag problema sa buhay..usually friends..
6. What's on your mind right now?--gusto kong mang-away...ang sakit eh...ma-o-overcome ko rin 'to...sana...
7. What do you prefer?american idol/malaysian idol? -- wala...
8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun? -- best male buddies, hayskul frends and college friends + tropang anabu, cousins
9.What movie do u wanna watch now?-- the devil wears prada, chaka john tucker must die (kung ginawa 'to sa kin "he-who-must-not-be-named must die!" ang title) ang mean ko noh?...
10. When was the last time you went out? where? with whom? --yesterday,with friends..SM Dasma....
11. What do you hate the most for now? -- WHAT? pede bang WHO? kung WHO, si he-who-must-not-be-named ulit ang sagot jan...
12. What do you do everyday besides eat & sleep? --go to school, thesis, soundtrip, blog, check my e-mails, chat
13. Colors that make you happy? --RED and black
14. Most fave thing(s)? -- PC, Cds
15. Miss someone? -- oo, pero parang nagbabago na isip ko...galit na kc ko...sa totoo lang
16. Plan to buy something? -- yes...
17. Are you satisfied with your life now? --there are things that i need to improve,marami ...
18. Do you like seafoods? -- one of my favorites
19. Breakfast or dinner?-- dinner..
20. Like chocolates? --a lot
21. Do you have a phone? --yes
22. What's your favorite fast food? -- wendy's at chowking
23. Cats or dogs? --none..
24. Salty or sweet? --i prefer sweet ...
25. City or country? -- city or country? nayon!
26. Is kissing normal for your age? --maybe
27. Are you athletic? -- no, and i guess, never will be...
28. Favorite bands for now? -- basta alternative ang music nila, ok sila sa kin...
29.Do you have your own cell phone? -- yes
30. What do you wear to bed?--whatever
31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?-- nope, pero sa college oo!..
32. Coke or pepsi?--coke
33. Sugar or spice?-- spice..
34. Can you use chopsticks? --hindi eh
35. Do you care about getting good grades? --dati grade conscious aqo, ngaun mejo nabawasan na..
36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class? -- nope
37. Get a job or ask your parents for money? --still studying..ask..
38. Is your mom strict? -- no,c tatay..
39. Doyour parents give you enough privacy? --yep
40. Do your parents trust you? --i guess so...
41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends? -- definitely not
42. Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves? -- anu bang klaseng tanong yan?
43. Do you make friends quickly? --ata...friends of 'De La Salle' ang grupo qo,haha,joke ..
44. Do you tellyour best friend everything?-- oo,pag may time pa...
45. What do you & your parents fight about most? -- none..
46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u. What will u tell her/him? -- good question...thanks for making me feel special...sarcastic ang tone nian ha! bitter aqo xempre! haha
47. Can u sing or rap? -- sing..
48. If u have one wish, whowould u make ur wife/husband?-- c eyes sana, kaya lng parang malabo na...
49. Wut do u think bout this survey? --tamang trip lang sagutan, kelngan ng outlet eh..hai...
50. 49 facts about me...as of september 22, 2005

sing...chat...hurray!

for printing na thesis nmin...kumusta nmn?
hehe...after, nagkantahan n nmn sa tambayan (sa imagine)...
kain sa chowking...un pinagsaraduhan na kami ng SM...hehe
9:30pm na qo nakauwi...lagot! haha

usap nga tau

sana nga...
magsabi ka ng totoo ha...
utang na loob...
ayoko na masaktan (which is impossible)...
ok lng nmn masaktan...
pero sna wag kapag sobrang lalim na...
mas mhirap un eh..
mas mhirap magsimula ng panibago...
mas mhirap ang pagkalimot...
mas mhirap bumangon...

cno nmn un?

cno nmn c charlene gracei padilla sa buhay mo?
at naka-hide pa ang bookmark...
parang un kahawig lng sa lasal ah...

buhay pa qo...

wla lng...bka lng gusto mo qo kumustahin...
kumusta nmn un?
busy k n nian?
ni wla man lang pagdaan...buti p ang hangin..pag umihip, mraramdaman mo...
demanding ba qo?
aminado nmn aqo eh...layo mo kasi...di kita maaabot kung ayaw mo...
hai...bkit aqo ganito? kc 2 nyts na kita di nakakausap (n nmn)...napakagaling...(krisca-euj-zielo-ella-ncmh accent)...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

hai...

naiiyak na naman ako...
2 nyts kami wala pag-uusap...
i don't have an idea as to what happened to him...
di ako sanay kasi nagpapaalam nmn xa sa kin...
then yesterday...nun tipong nag-iiiyak na ko dhil kng anu2 na nmn ang naiisip ko,
he texted me...he lost his fone...don't know the details yet...
hai...e2 n nmn kmi...panu na nmn?
sna lng gawa xa ng paraan pra makapag-usap kmi...
hirap...***cha...ewan...
sbay dming dapat ayusin sa buhay ko...
sa damdamin ko...
sa isip ko...
sa school...sa lahat...
dami ko na pagkukulang kay Lord...
ahh...panu ba 'to?
buti na lng may blog noh?
to the person who invented this...i thank you...sincerely...
kapag wla kn makausap, post ka lng... its a good outlet...
lolo is sick pa...ako rin...di pa ko fully recovered...sumabay pa sa sandamukal na requiremnts
na tipong kulang na lang eh bumaon ka na sa lupa...partly, its my mistake...mas masaya kc magtext sa gbi (dont wori wla na...), mas masaya kumanta (hehe, tlga nmn) at mas masaya magcram...pero iiyak p rin sa bandang huli...bkit ako ganito?
hai...magulo pa ang utak ko kesa sa mga tao na di nag-aaral ng sikolohiya eh...

September To-Do-List

Sept.9 - EPP
13 - submission of TNA
16 - duty (still need to render 15hrs) + thesis revision
22 - Facilitators for Group Dynamics ***tentative
23 - EPP (modules 3&4)
25 - Thesis Defense
27 - bazaar/film viewing...
- seminar..pinoy business
- COSA activity...
30 - mock interview (EPP)

MHAW pa...this month din un...dami bayarin...oww...after ng grad pic, what's next...defense fee, MHAW shirt, nu pa ba? ahhh...we need to do the revision of our thesis ASAP! tumatakbo ang oras...meron pa mga sked ang TNPA...huhuhu...ang church di ko na naasikaso (Campus Peer...)wah...actually di pa alam un iba pa mga sked na mapapasama jan...as in kulang pa yan...well...smile na lng muna (pero tears are falling na in my cheeks)...

may duty pa ko sa SPREAD...hahhhhh...i wana scream but i cant...kc inuubo pa ko ngaun, di pa pede...chaka na pag fully recovered na ko (kelan kaya un)...sbi ni nurse (joke lng) Elaine, naaawa na raw siya sa kin...ang payat ko na raw (hehe, tlga lng)...tas un mata ko pa...hehe, gnun tlga kpag me sakit, pra lng nag-aadik ang mata...well...