addicted?
today is august 19...
adik tlga ko...alam ko na ang section nia at course nia...
un eh kung ka-block tlga nia un mga kasama nia...well..enwei,,,
laki na ng kasalanan ko...wah...ma-o-overcome ko rin xa...promise,,,
nkkhiya,,,nkita pa nia ko (2 beses) kc sumisilip ako sa mga rooms ng computer lab hehe...name mo n lng kulang...tapos na!
ang bad ko tlga...nothing serious...well...this makes me happy for now...i wont do sumthing that cud hurt other person nmn...curious lng tlga ako...cge na...wah :)
totally confused...
i need somebody to talk to...
but it seems that no one is available...
today is Nick's birthday...
Happy Birthday baby...
+ Carms and Kim...Happy Birthday girlfriends...
im happy that u r celebrating ryt now...but i am sorry kc i just can't smile...
it seems that everything is falling apart...
i don't know what's happening inside my system...my brain is not stable...
my emotions...my heart...
everything...i do not know if somebody could understand me
because i myself can't understand what's wrong with me...
haah...well...whoever u are...if u happen to pass by this site...please PRAY FOR ME...
for my sanity,
for peace of mind,
for everything that i am going through right now...
thanks...
i believe i will survive...
sad trip...bad trip at unmanageable topaq
today is August 11...
i don't know why i feel sad and lonely today...
is it due to the weather?
or the fight which i initiated last night?
or is it because i've learned that one of the guy i fancy is already taken? (how's this for a "loyal" girlfriend?)
well, they are all taken...the guy that i always see in our building,almost everyday...and the one that resembles my boyfriend...
what's wrong with me? i should not feel sad about it...
they are taken...and so am i...
but, well, yeah, honestly...it is because of this guy who resembles Nick...well, he is taken alright and i don't know why i am affected...maybe because he looks like Nick nga kc eh...
ah...badtrip...i can't take this anymore...
but i love nick...promise...sobra...waah...cguro kc dhil wla xa...nkikita qo xa sa ibang tao...this is wrong...so wrong...bad...aqo,,,
Avril...she's happily married now...i guess..
